
when i thought it got better in term 2, there was a dispute within some of us, and everything plunged deeper than i ever thought it would. life got worse. but i guess that was the point when i had to learn my lesson. dont be naive. dont let ppl talk me around. the world outside is a gawddamn more complicated, girl. i got to know many great friends: 104 ppl (thanks ruthie darlingg) and 102 and 103 and so many ppl who helped to pull through. love you all ;D
i had to be more open minded, i thought. so i became more optimistic, made friends with more ppl, yea. life got significantly better.
101 guys werent that bad, as i realised. they were hilarious and wonderful but of course im only referring to some of you. 101 has assholes, that includes both sexes. here, i will bother with the nice ones((: the guys werent sexists. although they could be sick and gawddamn insulting, they would offer help whenever you needed it. just be nice to them, i thought. lols. yea.
me. picked up tracking during my free time. cause i remember someone (102 weishuen i think??) kinda told me that running helped when you were really emo. well. really really worked. long dist especially. it helped me figure out lots of stuff.
i got through the year. never thought i would have survived year1. rocked yea? hahas. but i cant bear to leave M08101. at many times. we were noisy. destructive. durians. obnoxious. un-enthu. in-cohesive. problematic. shitty. lazy. slackish. disrespectful. chaotic. teachers hated us?
but we got through. we found ourselves. the identity of 101. this was us. as long as we loved ourselves right? ^^ there're so many things for us to be proud of: we have a high class average for every sem. we're lively. helpful. cool. we would never leave anyone in the ditch. its just sth in many 101-ers that i really love and appreciate. its why we have gone this far. i dont know how many ppl do, but im proud of us. us. 101. M08101. i cant believe how much we had been through. we're more than what some teachers think we are. thats why we rock((:
rock on, M08101. you made this year of mine worth it. but year1 wasnt meant to last. though i would really worship god and everything under the sun if it could. i should just say my wishes for M09201. hope that we can be more cohesive. enthu. the most enthu class in year2. get a jacket that says "m08101". love each other more than we ever had. if that happens, however, i think i would really cry when we leave year2. gawd, i really wish to be classmates with some 101-ers forever. you rock my world. rock on.