hi everyone.
thanks for tagging(:
how nice it is to see it spammed with comments everytime i visit my own blog xD
lalala.
sorry but personally myself i dont really visit blogs.
paisehh la.
but winnie sure does appreciate every effort taken to tagg(:
well.
now lets move on.
hmm.
well.
today was really unusual for me too.
because its the day of my very first relay ;D
think i did mention it but well.
winnie sure does repeat herself when she is agitated(:
sighs~
first relay i went: 100 times 4 girls
i was the first runner la.
so as expected, pretty anxious.
really.
so i reminded myself the commands that weiqi told me yesterday. missing a beat is as good as losing the whole competition, sounds exxagerated but that was what i said to pump myself us X)
i chionged the 100m and overtook audrey. though leg pain affected my performance, couldnt overtake deborah. SHIT!!!!!!
sighs
sure i did better during practice. sighs.
WINNIEEEEEEEE.
must make it next time.
and pass the baton faster.
cause this time, i actually re-passed the baton due to inexperience in it. sighs.
sorry aisyah ):
winnie promises she'd traintraintrain for the next round. and makes sure she gets 5 days of rest just before the competition(: so we probably neeed not worry for LEGG PAIN again. freaking shit.
then sam chionged. she was the fastest i think, cause she was in the best condition, unlike many of us whose legs hurt like shit after yesterday's inpromptu training.
sighs.
but its okay i guess.
i shouldnt blame anyone. just take it as a lesson learnt that impromptu will just leave us in a more than ever disadvantageous plight. once again. err. winnie wants to thank sam for saving us, and weiqi for chionging the last 100m(:
you guys rock.
then it was the boys 100 times 4.
ttc sprained his ankle just before the relay. still he insisted that he could go and tied his left?? shoe damn tight.
hoping that it's relieve the pain.
well.
i hope it really did.
although daohan, yufong, weihao and ttc came in third. i really wanna thank yufong for chionging last 100m, daohan for a really nice run and weihao for really ENTHHHUUUUU class participation, unlike someone else, ahem, whom i called but did not budge=.=
okay let's not switch topic and continue on the events.
then it was the mixed.
which i screwed up.
a lot.
i kinda felt my body aching but i thought i could make it.
like damn.
because it was obvious that i couldnt.
then i tried my best to exert myself though the pain was worsening.
i kinda succeeded for the first 200m.
almost pwned nikki and wanted to catch up shini.
but well.
this is gonna be emo again.
i told myself all the way "winnie you can do it. weiqi trusts your stamina, weihao said your speed was good, ian told you the day before he trusted you, the girls were cheering. and i always could chiong well at the last 50 metres." but things were so different this time. winnie's energy dropped like shit. suddenly. plunge. she could just shake her head and chiong if she was in her usual condition, but this time, no matter how she shook her head, images infront of her just dimmed and brighteneddimmed and brightened. fainty. yes. fainty. sho felt she could go on anymore. but no way she was going to let anyone outrun her, so she ran on for the last 100m. but at the last curve. nothing worked. she told herself "winnie everyone is cheering for you, aisyah is fasting, weiqi is cheering, simin is cheering, sam is waiting for the baton, daohan and yufong were anxious, plus pairs of eyes staring at me. how could i lose. this had never happened before, for as long as i could remember." well. winnie couldnt take it finally and nikki took over. she tried to spur herself on. then zongyao, etc took over. she was devastated and almost stopped without passing on the baton. she knows that she had let the whole class down. everyone who hoped that she could continue her pace, everyone who hoped that 101 could qualify for the finals.
then i sat down and kinda wanted to faint. so nikki helped me. and kind little girl rach helped me buy some water.
so she pulled through.
sighs~
okay not like i was gonna die or what but.
just to make rach and nikki sound really nice.
thank you ppl.
if you happen to be reading this,
winnie just wanna say a great big thank-you(:
conclusion:
winnie underperformed today, dashed the hopes of many people and so.
though she is really glad that her classmates didnt put the blame on her, how forgiving.
and actually ran their very best for the interest of the class.
but she cant do anything.
she just hopes that she can run much better for the next race.
and cheer for all 101-ians who are running for the final relay.
thank-yous to all people who had encouraged me, cheered for me and showed any form of support.
winnie values it(:
P.S. and she loves you all ;)
