breathhh ;D

hey ppl..
sorries for not posting for such a loooooong time
one precious and productive week bombarded by common tests><
apologises again
and err.
this is in regards to ADRAIN'S comments over the past few days
winnie- adrain: you very bo liao horh-l.-
anyways, thanks for err. wishing me good luck for physics for the sake that it actually turned out bad, but not as bad as i thought it would be(:
THANKS AGAIN. and to everyone who wished me good luck. hope the test didnt turn out to be as bad(: JYJY^^

bio common test:
screwed
shitting-ly tricked by teachers who claimed it would be easy.
bet with rach 1 buck
that i will score lower
but apparently she is NINETY PERCENT sure that i will lose a buck
YES
WINNIE WOULD RATHER LOSE A FREAKING 1 BUCK THAN TO FAIL HER TEST

chinese common test:
die-ed
i dont know if my last zhaoju is correct
and and im getting influenced by gay hao
kept on confusing myself with the 'dew due to the temperature rise in the morning' and the so-called 'tears of the flower'.
wle.
but who gives a freaking damn anyway.
-.-

english common test:
err.cheem la.
i write wrong address
freak the freaking shit.
damn!
but what is done cant be undone.
forget it and perhaps i shall study english more next time.
sighs-

physics common test:
we stayed until 7 the day before the ask mr chui questions
me, rania, weiqi, jiahong, gabe manuel sidik, 101 gabe and jiamin.
wanted to own jap at first cause we tot lesson lasted till 7pm
however due to confusion
lessson was ended at usual
6pm
cool.
we went to see mr chui and pestered him to treat us to instant noodles><
so kind mr chui went to the staff room(:
P.S. rania and i can reach the staffrooom faster than mr chui, who takes the life ;D
we rock

then while eating, we (mainly referring to girls) talked freakingloudly. laughed like crazy. and asked mr chui questions.
he went like,"i realise ah, the girls in this school very unfeminine leh."
WHICH IS SO TRUE THAT WE ARE PROUD OF OURSELVES!!!! XDDDDD
thus, to prove the accuracy of "Newton's fourth law" (JH said this, credits),all of us went bragging about our vulgar levels.
rania started by saying," EHHHH!! YAYAYA!!!! we even say the F WORD!!!!!"

sighs-

then weiqi was like, " i said it once to cheryl and swear i wont say it again"
she looked at me

okay..
i admit la weiqi dearie...
to mr chui
rania, JH, gabe, etc
and to everyone reading this post
okay.
i ONCE said the forbidden word
okay?
but it was like i wanted to say 'freak'
and ended up saying 'it'

WADEVER
ITS OVER(:
OVERRRRRRRRRRRR ;D

that's all for now(:
thanks for reading my retarded self-confessions
please come again

.

today was so freaking fun sia

firstly, we slacked for 2 hours watching some national celebration in school

(:

the parade was damn nice. all those ncc, sjab and scouts ppl went marching together onto the field. WAH SAI. super coooool la. especially when the ncc ppl raised and put down their guns. was so orderly and arranged. think much effort must have been put in. HOPED I WAS IN NCC(:

who cares being the only girl la..

XDD

im so random. finally, when the parade ended, they all marched along the track. I saw yixuan and ian's face like expressionless de la. they were marching forward and looking at the audience. mozzie went like,"IAN!!!!"

XDD

as usual he's crazy over ian(:

the other performances were quite good la. SINCERE and from the heart.

during some class skit, chee seng said,"I today mood not black, today also not black day so blacks cannot play"

he said it in such a retarded mannner la wa lau xD

darryl and zongxuan (seniors) did a rap. zongxuan was so pro! he could beat box so well(:

and i didnt know darryl could rap too xD anyway, it was a DAMN GOOD PERFORMANCE. our seniors sure rock(:

when the program came to an end, the NEAs were to POP! the party poppers.

xD

cool sia.

at first it was like flase alarm then karen raised his arms high up getting ready. he got suan arms later lorh. hahaXD

so me and angela teased him.

after the performance, i went out with ruth, clarice, rachel, yixuan, kesh, ian foo, bryan, aik wee, yangyi and jookee.

i was supposed to wait for my mentor's meeting to end but well, i just had to go for lunch as it was getting late. so well. i met yixuan and ian after their ncc training and we decided to go to imm. freak la. tried to ask some other girls to tagg along then in the meantime got sabo-ed by this ncc senior of theirs. damn. aik wee was also freaking irritating la, keep insisting that im ian's gf-.-

when i finally managed to get kesh on the line, she said clarice, ruth, rachel and her are going to jec.

so i asked ian and yx if they could make it there and asked some other guys to tagg along(:

wanted to ask adrian at first but that blurr shit didnt even turn BOTH his phones.

-sighs-

well the more the merrier ma. so before we set off, we managed to tagg bryan and yy along, cause they were all in ncc and members were treated to ice cream(: (crap lorh, so good;D plus, all the guys ate from the same tub)

P.S- eggie made us wait more than 15 minutes for him to change. and he's a GUY, dammit?!

while waiting for the bus we played at the playground and looked like overgrown primary school kids(: even on the playground it was stated that it was made for 5 to 12 years olds XD

on the way we talked damn loudly on the bus la then also attratted much attention from ppl but they cant do anything. ian was like,"going anywhere with yy is going to be very noisy"

AGREED-ED ;D

then when we were walking to jec, kesh and i leaded the way, and someone went like,"the tall ones lead"

hahaxD

at jec, the guys wanted to eat kfc but me and kesh were totally sick of it. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN.

im boycotting it(:

so in the end we ended up eating mcdonald's.

i brought happy meal cause i wanted a cheese burgur and that TOYYY!!!

more accurately, should be chop la(:

when i went to my seat i realised i was sabo-ed-.-

together with ian.

shit.

clarice moved ian's bag to one table and mine to the same table. so in the end we ended up seating together.

haix.

but well.

good that they didnt tease too much later on.

i met joshua too! ex-school mate. he was in rv.

okayy that was when all the joking started.

we started stealing each other's food(:

then jk started squeezing a packet of mayonnaise.

SICK.

and yy ate fries with curry(:

curry is yellow

&

mayonnaise is white ;)

okay then yy mixed jk's mayo with his curry. wa lau aye.

haix.

worst thing is: jk was left with a pathetic bit of mayo. and i used my chop cap, and PRESSED ON IT. so it was inedible. hahaXD

shiyun rocks your socks ;)

the next big thing was when rachel started eating her onion rings.

it was a whole piece if white onion fried in one piece of skin.

so rachel was so lazy to bite the onion off, that she sucked it out.

WTFREAK!

sick la okay. jk started taking a video but i think he didnt capture the funniest element(: what a pity.

we almost finished eating and yy, jk and rachel mixed half a hamburg, sprite and curry together.

rachel even threatened to pour curry on yy's hand. LOL.

P.S- yy spit on kesh and I when he drank it and sucked in the hamburg with a piece of veggie.

then we joked about super lame stuff and there come's the finale~

"OH WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?! SICK!", yy when he saw water droplets of water mixed with mayo. oh damn. yea sick. very.

then i went to take neos with ruth and clarice. they were joking about how they can sabo me and ian. clarice went like,"Lets go in with winnie and ian then when the camera snaps we both dash out"

yx is no better. "lets push them together and draw a little heart between them"

darn it.

but of course, in the end, none of that happened. fortunately.

wheeee~

while we started to decide on what to do next, kesh was calling someone. i thought that i had heard something so i asked,"What?! Mr Chui is coming?!"

ahem!

okayyyyyyy yeshhhhh. i get the joke.

Is __________ cum-ming?

wa lau.

okay that is really sick.

dont google the meaning if you dunoe.

trust me that innocence is a virtue ;)

after that we saw mrs chui (with her friend who is a teacher) and we went stalking her so she asked us to behave ourselves because we were in school uniform XP

she was somehow surprised at how all of us got to know each other cause there were unfamiliar faces and most of us were from different classes. so i explained that ruth was my bestie(:

yea she rocks of you have anything to crap about her just shut up.

she even mistook ian as chee seng.

XDDDDDD

LOLS

after that ruth, clarice and kesh had to return home and left all of us behind ):

so ian, yixuan, rachel, jookee, yangyi and i decided to catch a movie.

by the time i asked what we were watching, ian said "money no enough".
This made yy and me think that,"HUH?! not enough?! toobad la we not watching le."
LOLS. cause except for ian and rach, all of us had ran out of money liao.
but he was talking about the movie la.
we were topped up on our tickets. and for that, im gonna say a big THANK YOU(:

while waiting, we cracked lame and dumb jokes again.

like jumping and see who is taller.

like suggesting rach to stand on the railing in order to PWN me in terms of height(:

like standing around the dustbin because rach says that it made her feel tall and ego.

DUSTBINS ARE MADE SHORT FOR CONVENIENCE(:

like standing around a pole, unknowingly obstructing a queue cause ppl thought we were queuing up.

like drawing lots to see which sEEts in the cinema we should take.

like demonstrating how kaung myat does his standing broad jumps.

-swaying his ass back and forth without moving his legs at all (yet a professional 2m++) -

then we went in to watch money no enough 2.

apparently, it wasnt very nice.

wasnt as nice as i expected it to be.
the script was mostly in hokkien so i couldnt understand the funny thing sometimes.
sads..
morever, it was empty most of the time. this explains why ian felt lonely after watching this movie. SORRY TO SAY THAT IAN, BUT ITS TRUE. be it you accept it or not.
all lame things like what we always do.
may be funny but how does it reflect on us?
people are not giving much thought into it.
even at the end of the movie, i dont know if the brothers had realised what they did were wrong. there wasnt mush emotional link. so whats the freaking point?
i know that it was the director's idea to tell us what singaporean's are lacking.
still, perhaps this way of expressing it isnt my cup of tea so i found the movie more and more disturbing, yea.

still, i have to compliment some parts that i thought were pretty thought provoking.
basically, they made me emo and i cried with my jacket on.
yy asked me for my jacket cause it was a little cold but when i threw my jacket at him and he saw 'shiny things' on my face, he thought i was angry so he didnt want my jacket.
HAIX.
paisehhhhhh la.
wasnt angry.
just upset.

the grandmother spent her whole lifetime taking care of her children , grandchildren.
yet, due to her sons' business failures and her deteriorating health, she had to be sent to the old folks' home. when i saw how the nurses tried to 'deceive' her so she would not think she is being abandoned and sent to an old folks' home, i felt upset. both parties are not to be blamed. its just pressure from the society. money talks. but she realised shortly after, and lost control of her emotions, yea.
her son himself was upset with himself for having to treat his mother liike that so he ran and ran faster away.
however, this made the grandma even more unable to take it and collasped.
damn.
i dont know what will i do if i were anyone of them.

then another was when the second brother was asked to donate blood. he said his blood type was 'M'. Money. it simply reflects the money-mindedness of ppl.

and lastly was when the daughter of one of the 'richest' brothers was sent to the hospital because of a car accident. she was on the front seat and was wounded seriously. meanwhile, the grandmother was in the same hospital. i cried when i heard the mother screaming"是我害的！是我叫她坐在前面的！" i didnt know what to think next. she was probably feeling lost. but what is done cant be undone. it wasnt her fault. but how could one feel if her child's life is at risk and it was because of a harmless decision she had made at first? shit la. its seems too complicated i dont wanna think. the more i think the more i sob..............in the cinema.
then, when she knew that the grandma will be 'having' the last bit of blood in the blood bank she grabbed the box and insisted on letting her daughter have it.
eventually, admidst all the chaos, the grandmother heard it and in a state of half-consciousness, she removed the only life-supporting device from herself.
tears were brimming in her eyes.
she wanted her granddaughter to be saved.
and in return, she was willing to sacrifice her life.

the othe parts were so shit that with my jacket, i covered my face and wanted to sleep.budden ian, sitting behind me was like,"winnie watch dont sleep!!"
so well yea.
i watched.
and yixuan, ian and I talked pretty much during the movie xD
we complained that it was 8bucks wasted.
then ian explained to us some stuff and we passed comments on random topics.
hahaXD

though it was really money wasted, apparently, it was sponsored by ian and rach.
so THANKS>
i shall return you the money soon(:

btw, A MILLION THANKS TO RUTH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO BUY A NEW HANDPHONE STRAP. TO CLARICE FOR TAKING NEOS WITH ME. TO YIXUAN FOR HELPING ME FIX THE STRAP ON MY HANDPHONE. TO IAN FOR THE CONCERN AND HELP (generally). TO KESH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME. TO RACHEL AND JOOKEE (the couple) FOR KEEPING ME ENTERTAINED WITH SICK JOKES. TO YANGYI FOR THE SAME REASON TOO (:

you ppl rock~

rock on~

P.S- something i got to say for today.
她消耗了美好的青春，辛苦了大半辈子。
棺材本儿没了。
就连生命也能牺牲。
最终获得的，又是什么？