candies used to rock my world <3

2010-06-20T20:14:00.000-07:00

THE LOVE LETTER

This post is dedicated to one special guy who'll probably never finish reading, or even glance at this.

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

(lyrics courtesy of youtube)

;D there, I'll miss you for now.

2010-05-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

once upon a star;;

有人说，世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你

如果我说，爱我没有如果
错过就过，你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口，那是不是有一点弱
如果我说，爱我没有如果
真的爱我就放手一博
还想什么，还怕什么
快牵起我的手

天赐给我们如此多的良机，我却没有一次好好把握

心理如此多的疑问与憧憬，何时能揭开？

The weight of water, the weight of air, and the weight of you.

I never had all it takes, baby, but you know I'll always be right here for you.

Only because you're kind of, special.

Like you know, a dazzling shooting star that touched my hardening heart.

Destiny? Fate?

This time I'd be patient.

But I just wished you were meant to be my shooting star, after all.

-Winnie whacks her own head for typing this load of emotional crap-

WAKE UP BABEH!

2010-05-10T03:38:00.000-07:00

ahhh freedom day! ~

just digged a few new songs for my ears, including kpop (:

You and I by Park Bom (2ne1)

Let's go party by 2ne1

Pretty Boy - 2ne1

hahas I didn't use to be a big fan of kpop. In fact, I thought that none of it wasn't any better than going "sorry sorry sorry/ shawty shawty shawty" or "nobody nobody nobody~~"

But 2ne1 really changed my perception of the cliche-ism of kpop.

CL is the most awesome asian rapper I've ever heard, and she's my favourite 2ne1 member ;D not to mention about her sexy stage presence and dance moves!

And Bom's my second in favourite (: I always thought she had really good vocals but her limelight was always shielded by CL and Minzy cause of the catchy rap parts when the fans get all hyped up and screammmm >.<>

Minzy's cute~ she can dance. and rap. but too bad she can't multitask both xD

well, she's only 15 anyways, got a long way to go and lots more to learn from her senpai-tachi (:

Ah, I think I simply love all the above trio mentioned, except for Sandara, whose squeaky voice could totally rival that of an ambulance siren, and has no dancing skills to talk about.

Well, I can see that she tries, but her singing just kinda ruins the flow of the whole song at times xP

but at least I'm impressed with some of her parts in I Don't Care xD

then the list of english songs ;D

Pyramid by Charice

This ain't a Love Song by Scouting for Girls

Pretty Boy by M2M

hahas i thought pyramid's studio version was better than the version released xP

and pretty boy is just bring back all the memories (:

I don't know why but they just make me reminisce so much.

"Ohmy pretty, pretty boy I love you, like I've never, ever loved no one before you."

2010-04-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

你有没有想过

为什么童话故事里的公主出事时，王子都会去救她。

可是为什么巫婆用尽一生要达到目的，确还是一场空。

如果那是因为巫婆是坏人，难道我就是坏人吗。

2009-12-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

look yonder.

this is probably the most retarded-ly short and nonsensical post ever.

but yea.

winnie's just revealing her most random insight of this world after her most random christmas celebration.

there're only three kinds of people in this world.

#1 Those who like twilight.

#2 Those who loathe twilight.

#3 Those who live under a gawddamn rock.

yay!

done.

finished.

(((:

;DDDDD

2009-11-09T18:34:00.000-08:00

dedicated to my 201 xD love you forever!

muaaahahahahaha.

it has beeen soooo long my dearies (:

I know the year-end results haven’t even been released yet and its a little too early for this.

but nevertheless i deem it a good time to emo and reminisce a little..

Looking back it seems that I entered nus high just yesterday and I knew nobody.

Sam was my first partner and subsequently we earned ourselves the "best mass dance couple" award voted by 201 class girls.

Then a small tiff and common dislike evolved into a heaty argument.

Things went horribly wrong and awry but netball bonded the shattered pieces into one heart again.

Teachers hated us, cause they were at a lost how to handle the chaos every lesson.

Bitch fights, class jokes, racist jokes, broken hearts, class barbeques, truth-or-dares, confrontations, ‘scandalicious’ talks, Russell Peters, CAP obsession, chionging projects, cursing deadlines, smuggling food and drinks, catching up on sleep during lessons, sms-ing discreetly, swooning over pop stars, twiddling around during lesson…

The list could go on forever and ever.

I dont know but I guess this is my last gift/present for my beloved class, 201. We've been through so much and matured from M08101 to M09201. I'd say it’s our one major achievement.

We have got significant elites of the level in our class like byorn and weihao, artists like mingwei and felecia, top-notch athletes like the powerpuff girls, one of the cutest boys like gabriel, a netball vice-cap like aisyah. The girls bonded by our budding passion for netball, the guys bonded by well, sorry for the crude language, but entertaining raping contests and a love for shock sights? If you haven’t realised, we’ve got such a colourful myriad of talents. At least we should be given some recognition or err, credit for that? xD

It’s true that never were we the most bonded class or the best loved class by teachers and stuff. But that’s what make us, us. Perfection doesn’t equals to awesomeness. I don’t know how you think about us, 201, but I think that we’ve been the awesome-mest class ever. I’m proud of us, 201, for all the priceless memories and friends that I shall continue to love and cherish for the rest of my life.

2009-10-05T01:42:00.000-07:00

xD okay its been almost 3 months yea.
so im here to list down the netball terms that 201 girls have been using and came up with (:

Shots:

1. Basketball shot - basically a noisy shot (: those that hit the rim pretty hard.

2. Golden shot - very flexible one. used to describe any awesome shot x)

3. Fat Hope Shot/Toilet Bowl Leak- when the netball goes right round right round, and flies/leaks out of the rim eventually. used regardless of how many rounds it spins.

4. 'Dong' Shot/SEA Shot - paying tribute to misschuabann! cos she likes the vietnam currency "dong" the most (: when the ball bounces lightly on any point of the rim, regardless whether its a successful shot.

5. Silent Hill Shot - reminiscing the good ol' days, for 201 guys! This is simple (: basically just a shot that doesnt hit the rim or anything and swooooshes through the net silently!

6. Toilet Bowl Flush Down - When the netball spins in circles around the rim and makes a successful shot eventually(:

7. Royal Shot - Used for a successful shot when the shooter is standing merely two steps or less from the netball pole (: most girls look graceful when they shoot like that, so yea there goes the name xDD

8. Golden Couple Shot - whooots! lets applause for the famous couple! SIMIN AND SIDIK! see? 5 letters and starting with S =.= okay. so basically it is used when a girl shoots in a weird manner after a guy bade farewell to her (: *exactly what happened to ah leow today! 0.0

9. Hit Winnie's Head Shot - ahahahahs. i feel so flattered to have a shot named after me! basically its a rare shot, whenthe ball just rolls down the pole after an unsuccessful shot (:

Defend:

1. Partai Indonesia - erm this is just a suan for sidik. he and his weird chopping style of defending.

Passings/Throws:

1. Partai Indonesia - same sidik style of chopping the ball with this arm =.=

2. British Throw - We've all learnt that the British were culturally arrogant right xD so basically "british" is used by 201 guys to describe most byorners, i THINK ;0 &so its named after a joke in 201. During pe basketball anlong, mingwei, and byorn purposely try and shoot but fail with anlong fumbling around in the middle pretending to try get the ball, and waste time in the process. it became a joke when someone scorned "so this is how the british play basketball". xDDD so this term is used when someone, say from team a shoots and misses, and someone from team b gets the ball. the team b member shoots again and misses, with the SAME member from team a getting the ball. so YEP. thats the british throw.

the 201 girls will come up with more, but please help my popularize these terms by using them kay ;D
loveyas! byes~

2009-07-23T23:44:00.001-07:00

heyy all i know it has been a busy holiday, an even busier start of school, and therefore I havent posted for ages ><
hahas.
please understand key? ((:
love you all loads(:

in school now waiting for CCA and just found some interesting stuff on a pop-up so i decided to post them here since they're pretty interesting!

"Some people in the world are gifted with the ability to read two (or more) books at once. No, we don't mean that one eye reads one book, while the other eye reads the second book. We're talking about people who love reading so much that they usually have more than one book on their nightstand and can dip in and out of any novel whenever they'd like. Instead of completing a book before moving on to the next, these talented readers can keep up with multiple stories at the same time.
The ability to digest two books at the same time is a super power that is very real, and very interesting. If you are among those who have this ability, we have a few questions for you."

"Can you teach us how it's done, or does that go against the rules of your Two-Book-Reading Secret Society?
Must you register your powers with the government?
Can you eat two meals (such as a turkey sandwich and chocolate chip pancakes) at the same time?
Would you ever date someone who could only read one book at a time? (Be honest.)
How does it feel to be envied?
Do your ears bleed as you pay attention to two separate stories?
Is a bully forcing you to read multiple books at once? (You can tell us. It's OK.)
Do you know what television is?
Can you move objects with your mind?
Can you tell what shape we're thinking of?
Are you reading so voraciously out of fear you'll one day be blinded in a freak accident and you need to read as much as you can now because you don't want to be forced to read Braille because you're scared your unsuspecting fingers might glide over an icky spider?
How many books did you read while reading this question?
Are you lying about your talent in order to make us all feel horrible about ourselves? (If so, it's working.)
When you finish a book, do you mount it on your wall like a hunter mounts a deer head?
Must you flex certain back muscles in order to focus on multiple characters and plots? Which muscles, specifically?
Did you happen upon your power by chance, or did a wise, yet strict mentor teach this to you inside a mystical cave?
As a cyborg, do you eat people food?"

LOLLL
enjoyed it?
or you simply scrolled down to see what i would post next -.- lol
but unfortunately im really running out of time now.
NETBALLLLL <3
okay lol.
running is still nicer -.-

p.s. toma ikuta is a HOT assss man (: do agree.

2009-06-11T03:11:00.000-07:00

hmm done some random research on pokemon yea.
let's start with the origin of probably one of the most well-known pokemons around, pichu...

1. Pichu is prone to sudden electric outbursts, especially when frightened. hmm. so i guess i'll just huggg the soft toy version instead of worrying about melting my eyeballs. xD

2. Celebi appeals to me because of its colour(: and its head resembles an onion. in general it reminds me about myself xD my favourite colour and then my favourite hairstyle when i was barely three years old. execpt it has too small a mouth, unlike me x) btw. its. genderless x)

3. Vulpix. I like this one. very suave pokemon i should say. since young i thought it looked pretty smart. nice groomed fur. innocent eyes. awwww. not sure which animal it resembles actually. i like wolves and dogs and the vulpix seems related to them ;D

4. eevee. reminds me of vulpix. but i prefer vulpix because it looks more... confident and independent.

hmm thats all. i know its. not exhaustive. ahahas
but i'll post again maybe.
look out (:

2009-05-30T05:21:00.000-07:00

xD
i just randomly thought about what seanseetxiangen said during the emotional management talk.
"he is pretending to be angry for the camera"
xD lol
think the woman was pissed right there and then.
kept staring at him.
but he isnt wrong what.
xD so she kept her mouth shut.

2009-05-21T19:42:00.000-07:00

It's alright, it's okay, Ashley Tisdale

You told me there's no need
To talk it out 'cause its too late
To proceed and slowly I took your words
And walked away
No looking back I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me, betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrayed a role
You took control
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way to late I'm closing the door
It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's alright, okay Alright, okay
Without you
No matter what you say
It's alright, okay
Alright, okay
Without you
I won't be sorry

yea, i just wanna tell you that im alright. perfectly OKAY without you poking into my business.
such good friends we were.
such a blissful friendship we held on tight.
till you let it go.
it seemed like i had to be flawless in your eyes.
one period of depression sending me behaving like a bitch like what you said, you drifted away from me.
well, what was that for?
i guess there's no point asking you anyway.
a guy who once told a girl "i wished i was your bf" &kissed on her on the phone.
then denied that he had once liked her,
would never be honest ever again.
no more heart-to-heart talks.
no more laughing and fooling around.
cause duh, our bridge has burned down. you set fire to it.

i was the only one left to salvage the traces, bits and pieces left of our friendship.
i shed tears beneath the brave front.
tears you'd never see.
even if you did you wouldnt have given a damn.
i brood over it.
day and night.
i wondered why.
but dont bother reasoning things to me now.
cause save your mindless words for someone else.

oh yes, it was my fault to lose my temper at you.
shouldnt have.

but now that i've explained my behavior and anger to you.
i wont regret.
i've finally seen through all that pretence.
you get on with your life.
falling in love with almost every beautiful girl who has, what you call,
gentle grace?
whatever.
it doesnt matter to me now.
you perception of me used to be important.
but i've woken up from my dream.
why should i let a coward.imbecile.twit.
push me around as if i have no voice of my own?
just in case you're reading this, and you happen to know exactly who you are,
im not saying its your fault now.
im just telling myself that to forget about this worthless friendship.
once i had wondered if it was a whole big show you're putting up to show the whole world that you've moved on.
gahh nvm.
you still have your good points.
being a gentleman.
everything.
i still appreciate them.
like i did when i was caught up in our friendship.
but they're too condescending to the hurt you've caused me.

nevertheless.
its okay.
trust me, you're not sorry.
you probably never will be.
and i dont wish for, or NEEED a miracle.
i just need everything back, but you.
yet.
you can fufill that huh?
can you?
well you might not even bother.
and im perfectly fine with that.

cause,
im stronger now.
thanks for all the memories.
thanks for all the care &concern.
i dont need them now, from you.
last but not least, thanks for the lesson you've made me learnt the hard way:
never to trust someone like you again, what i did and shouldnt have had.

2009-04-28T03:00:00.000-07:00

quotes of the dayyy(:

love those who treat you right; forget about those who dont.
love those who treat you right; &love those who dont just because you can.

ima caught between the two.
the usual winnie would just abide by the first.
but i can no longer be sure.

carpe diem;; xD
~the only thing im sure of myself.

2009-03-07T04:53:00.000-08:00

<33 loved quotes! all from chicken soup for kids btw, go get a copy cause it rocks more than any book in your house now xD

{they always say that i can be anything i want to be when i grow up; i want to be a kid}}

{sticks and stones may break my bones; but words never will}} hey this sounds really cool. i know that sometimes its impossible, but i wanna be strong(: -flexes her tweeny muscles-
okay serious. really. really. i wanna be strong. i dont wanna be brought down by anything except for myself.

heyy guys i know im obsessed with taylor swift but just bear with me okayy? and i will love you all BACKKK ((:

okay went for TRYathlon today and smsed ian telling him early in the morning that it was raining, which was retarded cause i was in sentosa and not in singapore. i rock~ ahahahaa. ego winnie aka shiyun (:

okay lyrics of cold as you taylor swift

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
So just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
Died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

i know this sounds emo but i feel that its not emoish in a way that she wants to die and cry and whine over losing her bf. though i think the first part doesnt apply to me (its beautiful still really in a poetic wayy) cause i would never make myself easy. i love that oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day; every smile you make is so condescending counting all the scars you make
sounds really cool. doesnt it. it seems that she's sad but i guessed that she had overcomed it. really. she just remisces. cool. i guess that it will be really what i think if i break one day. particularly that part (: cool. serenity in rebellion? gahh. dont know. but its cool. really. though i think i will wanna be much tougher in my lyrics if i were her. hahas. cool and touching song. really (:

2009-02-27T04:54:00.000-08:00

i know that my bloggie is dead! cause winnehhh rocks!
shiiyun rocks and turns your world upside down (:
anyways.quotes? short thoughts?
hmm.
only stuff i think are cool now.

1. SOCCER OWNS MORE THAN EVERYTHING ELSE.
2. RUNNING IS EQUALLY IMBAAAA!
3. M08101 and M09201 can survive WW3! whoot! need safety come to us, need food go year fours! WHOOOOOOOT xD
4. saw gengen eugenia klassen today at playground beside bus stop opposite to nush!
5. taylor swift new album rocks!

6. forever and always: cause I was there when you said forever and always you didnt mean it baby, you said forever and always I dont think so yeah. COOL!

7. tell me why: I took a chance, i took a shot and you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not you took a swing, i took it hard and down here from the ground i see who you are. and i know that you see what you're doing to me tell me why why, tell me why i take a step back, let you go i told you i'm not bulletproof now you know.

8. YOU'RE NOT SORRY <33:>
All this time I was wastingHoping you would come aroundI've been giving out chancesEverytime and all you do is let me downAnd it's taken me this longBaby but I've figured you outAnd you thinking we'll be fine againBut not this time aroundYou don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't want to hurt anymoreAnd you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you baby Like I did beforeYou're not sorryNo, no, no, noLooking so innocentI might believe youIf I didn't knowCould have loved you all my lifeIf you had'nt left me waiting In the coldAnd you've got your share of secretsAnd I'm tired of being last to knowAnd now you're asking me to listen'Cause it's worked each time beforeBut you don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't want to hurt anymoreAnd you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you baby Like I did beforeYou're not sorryNo, no, ohYou're not sorryNo, no, ohYou had me crawling for you honeyAnd it never would have gone away, no. You used to shine so bright. But I watched all of it fade. So you don't have to call anymore. I won't pick up the phone. This is the last straw. There's nothing left to beg for. And you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you baby Like I did beforeYou're not sorryNo, no, ohYou're not sorryNo, no, oh...

9. and im grateful everyday cause im alive and i can feel the love that life is showering on me <333

2008-12-30T21:25:00.000-08:00

watched twilight yesterday with daddy and mummy lols.
it was not bad la.
cause i didnt read the book!
lols.
i will probably get it next hols when i have time cause every single popular store went out of stock for all fpur twilight books dammit~
though edward was a tiny disappointment cause he wasnt THATT drop-dead gorgeous, he DIDD look like a vampire. cute cute vampire(:
bella wasnt THATT pretty but there was something nice about her still, which i cant pin-point exactly what... but anyway...
and...
oh, daddy covered my eyes whenever a kissing scene appeared. darn it.
but thats when youtube comes into use right? ~ ;D
lastly, some parts were too abrupt and some were too long-winded.
done.
my first movie critic.
bye-bye.
i never want to see daylight again with my hairstyle.
shuddup.
im dead.
dont mourn over me ((:

love you all'

LAWLSS.
xDDDDDDD

2008-12-28T23:25:00.000-08:00

JEREMY SUMPTER IS DEFINITELY A HOTTIE~ :DD

he acted as peter pan(:
aww.

okay.
this is the msn convo i had with rachel over himm. peter pan.

{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:its really sweeet.i was reading peter pan fan fict too.
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:i see you tasted it
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:so peter pan was some homeless 12 year old boy, deserted in the remote streets of erm... san fransisco, where he was exposed to the life of hobos and joined the in pot smoking and drug doing. the drugs infiltrated his lungs and travelled in his circulatory system, where they took joy in killing his soon-to-be teenage hormones, stunting his growth forever. blahblahblah
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:peter pan antifan fict!
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:tada!!!
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:gawd.how did you get that?rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:from my head, my dear fungi

damn you rachel (:

rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:o.o
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:interesting
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:they're promoting young relationships
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:bad disney
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:doesnt matter.
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:we all love peter pan.
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:yup we all
dorachelly ; i'm an adverb says:brother of frying pan
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:dammit.
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:whatever.

rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:oh god, they kissed
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:bad bad disney
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:its so sweet.
{shiyun} is wishing the best for em-oh-nine-two-oh-one. says:awww.jeremy sumpter is a cute boyy.
rachelly ; i'm an adverb says:o.o

yea who cares. peter pan will just keep me dreaming about it. always and always. though i hope it wont give me sleepless nights again.

I BELIEVE IN FARIES >.<
DO COME TO MY WINDOW ONE NIGHT, PETER PAN. AND TAKE ME TO NEVERNEVERLAND. IM STILL WAITING ;D

2008-12-28T05:56:00.001-08:00

dead blogg.
so this is just to revive my dear bloggehhh here.
last week went to the farm.
err.
namely.
qian hu fish farm. jurong frog farm. organic veggiiies farm. hay dairies.

ps: entry's not in chronological order. i love you all' xD

the fish farm was really fun and we did really nice and fun stuff there. i must really say that it was my best farm visit(:
we paid sis 5bucks to catch some mini fish. they were so cute and it was just so hard to catch some lovely orange, silver fishiiies(:
while she tried catch fish, daddie, mummie and i went for some fish spa thing.
it was one of those services where they provided you with a pair of slippers and small towel. then you will wash your feet at a tap and put them in this huge tub with small black fishiies which will suck/lick at your little toes and feet>.<

jurong frog farm:
we fed those froggies big pellets. those pond at the end usually ate more cause they were nseldom fed. and sometimes they had to jump a few times at the pellets cause they're blind to still objects. thats why they eat flies i guess. hahas. sometimes they still jumped at the pellet beofre realising that it was eaten by another frog. then when there were little pellets left i saw another kidd with a daddy carrying him, who didnt want to spare a buck on frogs. so i gave him one(: when the pellet he threw down was finally eaten, he was so delighted that i gave him another half one. well, it broke itself xD. his dad was like so paisehh la. lols. but i thought it as so nice to make him happy. xD yea, guyys, hate me x)

organic farm:
the boyy's dad didnt know the way and followed us there (he was with his malay wife i think, not sure if she was malay and with two sons. i gave the pellets to the older one). my dad was driving. well. both dads were :D it started raining though it was so sunny and we bought salad and a whole tub of fruit juice. it was not bad. though we couldnt get used to at first. still. it was really fresh and unique(: didnt know if daddy liked it. if he didnt, he must have drank it cause it is said to prevent hair loss xD he needs that, a lot. guess he'll go bald within 5 years. hope mummy will still love himm(: ahahahahahahahahahahas. then we took a look at the plants. lols. got to know that fruits of the lady's fingers go POPP! when they're not fertilised. so the seeds can grow again i guess. some were already spilt. some are partially. hahahas. we got a packet of fresh veggiies from there and some freshly picked which mummy cooked for us for dinner that day (: nicenicenicenicenice.

hay diaries:
went there before.
so this time we just got there to buy the milk which was so freaking niciieee.
we happened to see some one of the milking sessions too btw. and after milking, they would spray some kind of antiseptic for hygiene purposes. some of those goats were really territorial and defensive. they would stand up and even jump over each other. if i didnt remember wrongly, two nearly fought. lols. then they're lead back... xD

really enjoyed mann.
love you daddy, mummy.

2008-12-16T21:28:00.000-08:00

FIRST CLASS OUTING! :DD

Gawd..
Im now having a butt-ache. Back-ache. Limb-ache.
Practically aching all over all because of a supperrrrrrrrrr fun class outing. The first and last for this hols. I really hope we can have class outings every holiday. They don’t have to be formal, but we can at least watch a movie &take a class photo with all of us in casual clothes. We didn’t do it this time. Sad rights? Haix. And weihao still say that it will make the class outing too formal. Sighs. Stubborn guyys… we have a lot more in M08101.
Anyways. We were supposed to reach there at 11. But it was my first time going there alone so I ended up late xP. All the girls reached before me. xD I saw weihao’s father there and his sis too. The girl who always interrupted our phone convos and the man whom weiqi said looked a bit like weihao, which I only agreed to a certain pathetic extent. Father and son. Looked generally alike. They just had a similar baby face. when weihao heard me tell him that he went "WHATTT???!!" Hahas. He helped quite a lot. Since early morning they went to buy food and set up the barbeque. If only my daddy could be that enthuu((: thanks a lot, weihao’s daddy. xD yea really.
Firstly the girls and I went to rent bicycles. Simin and aish rented two duo bikes cause fele and meizhen couldn’t cycle. xP Then I lent weihao my bike so he can ride to the booth to rent a bike and I stole weiqi’s bike. Aww. Paiseh la. After that we went cycling together for some time until weihao suggested that we should turn back, to see if miss tan is there too. But of course, I DIDN’T agree with him. Weiqi did. Two against one. I couldn’t do anything =.= on the way back I crapped. Again .cant help it.
“eh do you all realize that all of our names start with W? weiqi weihao and WINNNIIIIIEEEEE. Rocks right. Lovely coincidence.”
“So?” both said that.
“so that’s why we should take a picture together later. We ROCKKKK.”
“OH WA LAU! That’s over enthuuuuu! What you call, over-zesty.” Weihao.
“jesty?”
“zesty. Zest”
“jest?”
“Z-E-S-T. over enthuuuu.”
Fine. Assholes xD (kiddin okay?)
Miss tan wasn’t there when reached, which made me wanted to bash them up even more. But Winnie was nice and kind((:
Then. I helped a tweeny bit in the barbequeing. Some other girls were too. Yufong was doing most of the job. but the fire kept going out till miss tan and he got really fed up. hahaxD unfortunately, most of the food was uncooked. Fine, let’s be kind ppl here. PARITALLY COOKED . that was bad enough. But it wasn’t our fault. It was the wind’s fault. yesterday’s rain’s fault. the coal’s fault. not our fault((: M08101 rocks, in any way you can think of. (ego-ism always rocks too, right? xD)
I forgot what happened in chronological order so I will just post random stuff here.
1) jian zhao =.= YESH. It was all their fault. their fault. xD glenn and Gabriel got a deal at some booth elsewhere and they rented two bikes for 10 bucks, which they only needed to return at 6pm. Sucks right :/ hahahahahahahahas. They bargained for the price. Suppose it was at least 15 bucks in the first place. Anyways. Propropropropro la. Bargain. xD ahahahahahas. Another evidence that 101 rocks~
2) duo bike ride, with weihao. I know, guys. I would probably never do it again. I kNOWWW. Just cause Winnie was too nice that she agreed to lend some guy her bike and the guy (I think mingwei or don’t know who) just rode it off when she wanted to cycle back=.= so I got sian. Very sian. And started a endless string of complaints. I don’t want to be like byorn here but sometimes I cant help it when I wanna babble but have nth to say(: So weihao asked me to hop on his duo bike, the one which is pretty small that I kept bumping my knees into his waist during the ride. Sorrryyyyyyy. I said that so much that he didn’t want to hear it anymore. hahaxD paisehh la. But sorrrryyyyyy and paisehh are what to be said. I will feel bad if I don’t say xP and along the way we argued about sth really stupid.

“its so squeezy here……. (lots of brainless complaints that I forgot most xD)”
“unless you want to ride at the front la.”
“I cannot! My balancing sucks. Its worse than you in the least.”
“im going faster.”
“AHHHHHHHHHH. Stop it stop it. Please please please. Go slower. AHHHHH. Noooooooo.”
“okay fine. Slower.”
“paisehh la. Its just when you go so fast I really cant pedal along and I will hit you in the waist. Sorry la. You have to haul me along with your duo bike thing. Btw, complaining helps when you are sian. So paiseh la. Sorry if I keep complaining for no apparent reason.”
“lols. Nvm la. Just don’t keep saying sorry la. Don’t have to be soooooo formal.”
Then he said “im never going to do this again.”
“me too. like its so cramped here. My gawd. What do we look like?”
“stz……..”
“but I am seriously not going to do this again. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ride slower will you?! Paisehhh la. But this bike is really small. And again I swear im not going to do this again. Sucks.“
“you sure? But who knows? Next time you may do this with your husband, at east coast park again. Haha.”
“YEAH RIGHT. MY husband. When did I say I was ever going to get married? Weiqi and I have sworn that we would be spinsters. i dont care la!”
“you wouldn’t know. Boyfriend also possible. ” and he grins i know. though i cant see it=.=
“shut it. My gawd. No. I AM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN.”

LOLS. One of the best convos ever. Though I don’t know if weihao took my complaining seriously. Hope not. I can be really random at times. Just for the sake of having some convo topic.
When we reached there finally, glenn and a few other guys saw us gave us that kind of sly grin. They were thinking other wise.

But Im not blaming him. Thanking him((: thanks for hauling me along,weihao. It must have been really hard cause I didn’t really get the momentum most of the time and didn’t pedal much. Thanks for being a gentleman. That is. If only more elites could be like that. 101 would be heaven. then i gave miss tan her gift and talked a bit. Sads. She wouldn’t be our mentor next year, cause she would mainly be teaching year ones. Sadsadsad. nush is so screwed in memtor-assignation. though glenn said it was good she wouldnt be our mentor ever again. i doubt if the new one would be better. And then, anyways, she went like “you both good friends (weihao and I) ah?” wink. WINK. I hate that. All of those. But yea. Good friends. Positive. Wasn’t wrong. Cant deny a shyt=.= She didn’t see us cycling when I asked her, but she saw us arrive. Fine. Whatever.

3) I gave weihao the pressie. When he was barbequeing I asked weiqi to summon him over xD lols. And gave him it. Meizhen saw it. That look of delight again. As if she found an interesting piece of secret. But no. ((: nonono. It was just a nicie mug I got from hk Disneyland. With a mickey on it too. Just hope that neither of us chipped a piece off accidently xP
Ahahahahahas. Hope you liked it, leeweihao~

4) Elite, l-e-a-d the way xD when I decided to return after cycling on my own, I saw glenn and byorn on the way back. So I asked them if I could join. Though the seat was really low and I got really tired after that ride. Its not easy for us to cycle together xD then they agreed. I tricked glenn into getting his bike which I was riding and I got the one with a higher seat in return xD. Okay I know im evil. So that’s why I switched the bicycles when glenn finally said he was tired. But this isn’t important so lets go on. We cycled and talked about random stuff. Byorn JUST learnt how to ride. Tech chye and daohan hauled the bike along to teach him. xD i want ed to take a pic of that but was too late. btw, he cant turn yet. Bla. xD Took photos. Though they weren’t very good cause I couldn’t get glenn’s face =.= I went out of control half way. Again. Sucks. But that always happens. Once when I looked at byorn’s bike to see if he switched his gears to the easiest mode. He was like diao when my bike fell instead. So paisehhh hahaxD I was in the lead somehow at the first part and I sometimes I would ask glenn to take over instead. Like,
“ehh. Can you take the lead? I don’t feel like liao. Wanna take a rest.”
“huh? Lead?”
“lead us la. Like be the first lorh!”
“OH CHEYYY. LLLEEEEAAADDDDDDDDDDDD. Fine, okay. ”

LOLS.

Then after like, lets say, an hour of cycling I asked either byorn or he to take over me. glenn was tired too I guessed. So glenn went like “oyy, elite, leadddde the road.”
LOLS.
Glenn is a good crapper. Had always been one. X) then we saw yufong, daohan and teckchye from the back. Saying “ suckers!” assholes. We ended up cycling together all the way to some resort, the 7900m mark. And stopped. Yufong and techchye wanted to cycle to changi at first, but they gave up some time and caught up with us on our way back. I wanted to go lorh. But not with yufong and teckchye. Stupid byorn and glenn la. Haix.
xDD
then…..yufong and byorn collided. Daohan thought it was yufong who fell and just laughed it off. After yufong told byorn to go to the nearest toilet in the campsite he rode of too. Sian la. It will be too evil if I go off too. So I just helped his bike up and moved it to the entrance. When he rode off I called to him too cause he forgot the stopper xD
haha. Hope he’s okay. Haix.

Nothing much later on. Just that many ppl went home when we finally remembered about the macdonald vouchers. Haix. Waited for the guys to return on their bikes with burgers((: though I was supposed to tag along for fun. They didn’t wait. Glenn and gabe. Shyt you both. Hahahahas.
Burger rationing.
Wasted macflurrys.
Then everyone left. I couldn’t leave cause when I wanted it was cleaning up time. Very paiseh if I left. So I helped a bit. Weihao’s dad was there by then. Hmm. What else random bits? Btw I was the only girl left.
Err. Charred meatballs thrown right into the fire. Me writing M08101 rocks your socks on the sand. Weihao, gabe and me taking photos of the perfect couple- anlong and mingwei playng dealing cards, with already lots of white paper in it. Cause dumbass mingwei sold his cards. Yesh, everyone laughed. Ah hah, and caught a pic of anlong off-guard xD err. and I remembered that simin wore a little miss giggles blouse from bossini. She said that showed she was “SGG. Spastic, giggly girl.” Ahahahahas. And snapped a pic of byorn riding a bike. He couldn’t do anything about it. He was on a bike, which he just learnt to ride. hahaxD hmm. Weihao asked me a retarded question “what’s that thing around your neck?” when it was obvious if you were near enough to me that day. First thing aish said to me, “hello sexy girl.” Damn you right :/ fele and meizhen wearing friendship necklace. Mingwei wanting to give me 5-cent tip if I could pour him a cup of pepsi lemon. Weihao wanting to keep the nuggets which he loved when we gave all the uneaten food away(worth at least forty bucks). All the charred on the outside but partially cooked in the inside chicken wings. Err. corn too. And…. Drinking from a plate when cups were finished. Me, pouring skillfully into a narrow-necked bottle but spilling over when pouring into damned cup xD that’s why I hate plastic cups, cant you see it? aHahahahas. Meizhen who was supposed to fan would stop when she sees all the yummy food. simin good at cathching ppl off-guard and SNAPPP! a piccy((: weihao and glenn always helping me adjust the height of the seat. Thanks mann. and will still help when I need the seat lower and higher, being picky. Mann,feeling evil. But really, thanks guys. 101 still has gentlemen after all. Ttc, daohan, yufong and weihao who could demo bike tricks. But most of all I liked weihao’s. not because he’s my good friend but cause he wasn’t really trying to show off too much when showing his tricks during his ride with me and weiqi. Just enjoying. Lols. Pro la. Better teach me one day, leeweihao xDDD daohan helping me return my bike cause he wanted to lend it for the last 10 minutes, and at the same time pass the girls the receipt cause they forgot about it and wouldnt get their identity cards back xD byorn asking if he should point the middle finger when I wanna take his pic lols. But he NEVER managed to do so. Haha. Learn to master your biking skills first, elite! LOLS.

Finally we went home. Weihao’s dad gave us a lift to the mrt station. Lols. So paiseh. but the guys were thoughtful. asked me to sit in front so I wouldn’t have to cramp with them. His dad’s car was cool, darn spacious. 7 passenger seats. Weihao, yufong and gabe (three of them were carrying a ice box which was weihao’s) and glenn, anlong and daohan at the back. We waited for yufong to get his mat that he had forgotten to bring onto the car before we set off. Nice of his dad to wait xD. Ah hah, before that mingwei was going to tag along. And weihao was like “Gabriel, you will have to sit on someone else’s lap.” Glenn went, “winnie’s lap”. Weihao, “shudupp la. nonsense. No la.” Glenn, ‘then? Hahahahaha.” Me laughing at one side, being retarded and marveling at the guy kind of humour =.= weihao, “but really. EHHH. GABRIEL!” he didn’t really respond. Weihao “you will really have to sit on someone’s lap. Really.” Glenn, still giggling, “why?” Me, “cause he’s……” Weihao, “what la!” yufong laughing, “don’t be insulting…(forgot what else he said)” weihao, “OIIII. You also what. Pot calling the kettle black. Yufong, “RACIST.” xDDDDDDDDD weihao, “you think you what? White supremist ah?” glenn diao-ing, “uhhhh…..”

On the car.
Weihao, “I am just afraid that the girls cant cycle all the way to changi next time. How do we bring them back?”
Me, “ehh. Very sexist leh.”
Yufong, “what? Its called…..err….CONCERN.”
Hysterical laughs.
Weihao, “but the stamina of you girls will surely be better than SEAN- (breaks off and laughs while everyone do so).”

LOLS. BEST DAY EVERRRR.
LOVE YOU M08101.
M08101 WE ROCKK~

2008-11-27T22:24:00.000-08:00

heys ppl, just thought that this is really cool k? 101 doesnt really take class photos so this is really nice((: gonna miss M08101, if only i can choose not to move on to M09201. sounds corny anyways. a year has passed, man. its like i had walked into school yesterday. i mean, i thought that 101 would be the worst class i wold ever be in, cause there are so little girls and the guys didnt talk to the girls at first. was going nush even a correct decision at first? should i have listened to daddy? well. so i was really emo at first when i got to nush.
when i thought it got better in term 2, there was a dispute within some of us, and everything plunged deeper than i ever thought it would. life got worse. but i guess that was the point when i had to learn my lesson. dont be naive. dont let ppl talk me around. the world outside is a gawddamn more complicated, girl. i got to know many great friends: 104 ppl (thanks ruthie darlingg) and 102 and 103 and so many ppl who helped to pull through. love you all ;D
i had to be more open minded, i thought. so i became more optimistic, made friends with more ppl, yea. life got significantly better.
101 guys werent that bad, as i realised. they were hilarious and wonderful but of course im only referring to some of you. 101 has assholes, that includes both sexes. here, i will bother with the nice ones((: the guys werent sexists. although they could be sick and gawddamn insulting, they would offer help whenever you needed it. just be nice to them, i thought. lols. yea.
me. picked up tracking during my free time. cause i remember someone (102 weishuen i think??) kinda told me that running helped when you were really emo. well. really really worked. long dist especially. it helped me figure out lots of stuff.
i got through the year. never thought i would have survived year1. rocked yea? hahas. but i cant bear to leave M08101. at many times. we were noisy. destructive. durians. obnoxious. un-enthu. in-cohesive. problematic. shitty. lazy. slackish. disrespectful. chaotic. teachers hated us?
but we got through. we found ourselves. the identity of 101. this was us. as long as we loved ourselves right? ^^ there're so many things for us to be proud of: we have a high class average for every sem. we're lively. helpful. cool. we would never leave anyone in the ditch. its just sth in many 101-ers that i really love and appreciate. its why we have gone this far. i dont know how many ppl do, but im proud of us. us. 101. M08101. i cant believe how much we had been through. we're more than what some teachers think we are. thats why we rock((:
rock on, M08101. you made this year of mine worth it. but year1 wasnt meant to last. though i would really worship god and everything under the sun if it could. i should just say my wishes for M09201. hope that we can be more cohesive. enthu. the most enthu class in year2. get a jacket that says "m08101". love each other more than we ever had. if that happens, however, i think i would really cry when we leave year2. gawd, i really wish to be classmates with some 101-ers forever. you rock my world. rock on.

2008-11-14T06:30:00.001-08:00

today was supposed to be pretty interesting xD
but sports day was disastrous man.
i screwed my my 200 individual. and 100x4.
how did i know?
cause jh and ruthie dear said so-.-
and dammit they saw me running before so i know perfectly that i screwed up the events i took part in.
haix.
then weihao was doing this recording thing. with ahmad then ms sharon tan was so enthu xD
its a pity she wasnt in nobel. anyways.
fast forward.
then we got our results after frying ourselves in the sun and me, not realising that ianf was sitting near me xD
okies.
cleaning up of classrooms. haix. last day of school ;( cant cry. dammit. but its like really damn nostalgic leh. the aircon which had been with us for a year, that i really doubt if 101 can have lessons un-distracted next year without aircons. haix. the classroom. everyone is like so close to each other. will it be so convenient like that next year, that we behave as if we are in the same class? ><>
then ms tan gave our napfa badges and certificates. -got gold for the first time xD-
chemistry quiz thing -got two wrong but couldnt get distinction, why cant i be as pro as byorn-.-
then RESULTS xP
cap improved la thats true, at least. and i got a box of yummy pokeyy from ms tan for leading the class for the sl project as the in interactor.
it was like damn nice la and i shared with with weihao. ian had sore throat and he was in really bad condition so i gave him one stick lorhs.
didnt really favour sweet stuff still so i gave the rest to weihao. forgot about leaving for mummy and daddy. xD but give liao ma, i cant take it back. besides, i think he really likes all these junk foodies xDD

then i left a note for ms a.koh to tell her about the extra chinese books. couldnt contact her and dammit russ m.soh the ultimate asshole wont help kaes? =.=

sians. then we decided whether to got bugis or tampiness. bugis or tampiness. bugis or tampiness. yy, jk and rach didnt want to go, nor the other 101-ers except weihao and ahmad. so it ended up that four of us, ian, weihao, ahmad and me went to bugis.
on the way, i was wearing fbt shorts cause i forgot to bring anything to change-.- sian la
four of us, especially.
then ian called his girl friends to ask about movie timings. then complaining about the poor reception. xD
dammit daddy is nagging.
okay.

lets make it short.
we wanted to watch madagascar 2 and shopped for a t-shirt for weihao's birthday before it started.
fox, damn nice but too ex- la. sorry but we hope you understand our pockets are limited xP
billabong, "gay and flirty" "no, no, no"
fine then we just walked around aimlessly until ian found this "nice and inexpensive" place. took a look at them and we saw the black tee was not bad. anyways we cant get weihao a bag as he wanted cause they were too ex-, sorry la. we will next time if more ppl chip in k? then you owe all of us a present. xD
okay kidding la.

when weihao was changing ian was inside. it was like damn hard to change i guesss with two guys in a tiny changing room. xD winnie got so impatient that she hit their feet from below with ianf's badminton racket. oh yes, and the first time wh changed, they didnt lock the door so i nearly saw wh....changing. xD
lols.

fine. back. then when we were about to go in, weihao found a ticket missing. we went hunting for it but it never reappeared. so he was blaming himself that whenever he goes out something bad happens. haix. nvm la, weihao. then in the end he bought another ticket cause he lost them. haix. nvm de, just be more careful next time k?

the movie was damn funny XD
WATCH IT PPL
you wont regret, just trust me k?
though we missed a bit at the beginning, but it didnt matter la.
i liked the part where the old lion roared and then coughed. just very lame, and innocent jokes that you are bound to enjoy okay?

its like damn touching when i realise how simple things can be. friendship, i guess really will treasure my friendships in this school. Every of my friend is unique, not identical, "when I look into your eyes i know it is you". sighs. touched.

then i went to bukit gombak to get a mr bean ice cream alone.
rested.
read totto-chan xD
ran a bit till i dont know why i had stitch.
then went home
dinner.
conferencing with daddy you know why((:
comp.
tired.

-done-

P.S. recent posts (up till today?) would be in grrreeeeeeeeeen cause i love nobel, alright? xD

2008-11-12T22:14:00.000-08:00

WHOOTS dammit.
day one.
sianx X)
got kicked by chenyue and pushed down the stairs at the student lounge.
damn that idiot.
anyways.
get over it cause i wont bother elaborating over sth someone so despicable had done.
fine.
lets just change the topic to sports day.

oh,
and in case you were wondering about my dead blog,
sorry larhs ):
was very sian the past few days k?

leg pain today but cause i really need to recover by friday for my 200 individual and 4x100 relays, ate painkillers and applied those heaty heaty rubs. -.-
though technically i wouldnt be participating in any event today cause i need to recover by friday, and ruthie dear is taking my place for the telematch, i was still uneasy thinking that sth unexpected might happen, so i wore fbt shorts, in case.
hmm. but it was fortunate i thought of it cause during assembly, chris and elaine came to look for me saying that ziyi was absent and they needed someone to take her place for 4x400. ooohs.
damn.
jiahong was supposed to run cause she's the reserve but i volunteered because i decided to run in her place, as chris and elaine asked me xP

lalala. rest. talk. rest. talk. cube. talk. cube. drink. eat. eat. drink. eat. assemble. talk. assemble. wait. wait. wait. wait. wait.

ahs. finally. first was punitha, shree, janice (year two) and MEE((:
dammit i know it was damn suey to get last but its my first time being last runner so i thought i might as well make the best out of it((:
sianx. heart was pounding like shyt when i got the baton and ran on the first lane, second lane. blah. first lane is scary for me cause i always think i would trip over xD
so i kept on the second lane until i realised no one was near me and i switched to first lane.
halfway at i think the 200 mark, this pro tracker overtook me. i wasnt very experienced in track events cause most of the time i just train but i dont know much techniques dammit xP

tense la, duh. cause i was freaking OVERTOOK. at the last 100, i finally chionged my way and i got somewhat encouraged when i sensed her slowing down x) okay i know im evil alright?
hmm.sprint and heard encouragements when i overtook her. nice man. thankews fellow nobellians you roccckkkkkk forever.

got 6th. maintained the original position. sianx. should have tried to overtake rach but ahs. forget it. get my mind on the events tomorrow xD
whee! thanks weihao and the others too for cheering for me((:
winnie reallyreally appreciated it.

then later watched the events and cheered for the nobellians((: we roccckkkked.
=D lalala.

hmm.then prize giving. sianned. damn envy those who got a position. i wished i was that good, but that means i would have to train very hard next year. ((:
anyways, weihao, ruthie darling and me have drew up a plan next year. that we would slow jog on mondays and thursdays; train relay distances on tuesdays and fridays. since wednesday is formal wear day, then we'll just rest x)
but in some sense, weihao is right yea, we havent gotten our timetables yet x) still. im gonna let it stay sth like that, try at least =D jyjys k?

hmm.and yes. ian foo. dammit. how could you??!! fever, yet still ran IN THE RAIN. damn you. haix. still, congrats for getting a position for 1.5km x)
jyjys and take care k? you know we are always here for you.

oh and some teach asked weihao to be the....ahs forgot but sounds interesting. will ask him la. lol.

dammit.
wish me good luck tomorrow. ((:
going out with 101 ppl to watch madagascar 2.
WHOOOTS>>
hope i would get a good cap and fare well in my relays((:

2008-09-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

hmm.
on friday.
i went to watch F1.
wanted to find a person to go to the mrt station with me.
but NONE.
all wanted to stay to wait for friends.
or to watch C.O concert. would have stayed to watch la.
but there's something else.
hahaxD
sorry la, pals.
i would watch the next time you guys are going.

i was supposed to reach at 7pm. but there was a darned jam. i was SO wrong in thinking that a bus would be faster than walking to the mrt station.
still. no choice but to wait.
at teh bus stop, i met hongjing. long time no see!
lalala.
he said that his parents would kill him cause he was so late. whoops.
but badminton is addictive. xD
thats true, and he agreed.

when i finally boarded 196, five 188 buses had passed and almost 20 taxis had passed.
wth -.--.-
screw the traffic.
but it wasnt only me who was caught in it.
bradley too.
LOL.
we started sms-ing and complaining about the screwed traffic, due to the F1 racing.
both of us wanted to see the practice.
LOL.
but in the end we didnt miss it.
anyways, even if we did, there would be another practice at 9.30. just that we needed to wait.
xD
bradley's a fanatic!

when i finally met my mum at city hall mrt station, it was so damned packed. like sardines in a can. after finding each other we chionged.
lol.
missed 5 minutes of it already.
before i went in, the security guards even checked out bags, and she smiled when she realised i just came from school. hahaxD

bought ear plugs.
blah.
poncho.
blah.
found gate 7, finally.
blah.
sat down.
realised it was wrong seat when this lady came up to us. lol!

when we finally settled down. i watched the cars zoom by.
hahaxD
ferrari was pro.
and cool.
good ness me!
didnt realise that all ferraris were striking red.

xD
n00beh winnie.

then while watching. bradley smsed me telling me about F1.
lol.
i only realised how addictive it was to watch cars zoom by when i could bear to leave the place. hahaxD

blah.
supper.
sushi!!!
blah.
midnight.
blah.
reach home.
blah.
bathing.
blah.
slumped onto my bed.
blah.

the beginning of another series of tired weekends.

2008-09-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

hies!....
sorry for not posting recently.
winnie's darn tired and busy.
anyways.
lets just begin with one of those outdated events.
the inter-class relay finals!! ((:
101 girls were AWEEEEESOME.
we pwned the year twos and threes.
hahaxD
that morning i got a really bad cramp actually.
actually, it was worse than a cramp.
muscle pull. in the middle of the night. and damn. cause the airconditioner was turned on. and mummy couldnt hear my cries ;(
sob-bbies.

so winnie spent her whole break limping around digging for a muscle spray.
and she made so many trips to the general office that the admin lady there got pissed at her ;D
but yea, fortunately, she saw elaine (nobel house cap. i think.) then her nice senior taught winnie the art of pro stretching. xD
after IP, winnie ate a energising bar, taking note that its a non-china product, and minutes before she ran, she devoured another milo bar. xD
by the time the 100 times 4 girls is gonna start.
winnie's calf felt a hell load better.
THANKS~
then before we headed to the track, it was announced that the event is pushed back 1/2 hour. due to year 3 lab rotation.
waited.
sianx.
then rania told me that 103 dropped out cause shini thought they would definately lose.
shock-ism.
duh.
weiqi didnt want to run upon hearing that.
a few other girls i think.
not sure.
but i wouldnt let that happen.
goodness me!
i spent my whole break looking for a cure.
and they wanna quit. NOO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
in the end we discussed and conclusion:
RUNN.
moreover, there would be a free box of ferrero rocher for all classes who take part. so what if we would not qualify for a position. who cares?
xDDD
then before the relay, all of us suddenly thought that since 103 wasnt running, then the positions can be pushed up, we could run for the mixed and 106 could run for the girls 4 times 100. rach thought that it was reasonable and asked weijing. some track senior. he agreed. YAYYYY.
fortunately the boys were in school.
hahaxD

so yea.
blah. time flies. year 3s came. then i went to my lane. lane 3. weishuen was timing our lane. the commands. although i was feeling a little tired, seriously, but i tried to keep alert. like puh-lease. if i was to miss a beat, not only will i give a bad head start and dampen the spirits of the other girls, its highly probable that i would never dare to be the first runner again. which is disastrous. haix. i cant catch batons well, i guess.

sighs.

then she chionged her way.
though the medication was darn stinky
but it kinda spurred me on i guess.
xD
muscle pain + stinky cream = EXTRAA ENERGEHHHH~
two negatives make a positive.
doesnt it?
xD

i did try to catch up with jiamin, a year 2 tracker, but she was far toooooooooooooooooo pro.
if i aint wrong i did maintain distance between esther.
after i ran, the pain was much better, some how. -.--.-
so i ran shortcut through the field to the finishing line. track finished first. year twos. WEEEE!
but before we could comfort ourselves, we heard that the year twos were disqualified.
0.0
cause sophie didnt cross the yellow line when she grabbed the baton.
it was a foul. and i suppose that wasnt tolerated, sorry :/

then it was mixed. i couldnt run for that cause my muscle started to hurt again.
aish, teck chye, sam yong and yufong ran.
stanely overtook aish like a freaking 200 metres.
aish, like me last time, slowed down suddenly at the last 50 metres. poor aish.
me and weiqi paced her at the field.
then when she passed the baton on, it seemed like she was gonna faint. i asked her to sit down, calm, rest and asked weiqi for water. but then aish couldnt drink water, she was fasting. omg.
then we asked her to breathe in deeply.
when she finally got better, she said that i should have ran.
but dont be depressed lah, aisyah. my leg hurt. i doubt if i would have done a better job than you. it was good though. at least you could run at the last part. i almost resorted to walking and wailing when ppl overtook me during the hits.
at the end, as expected, yufong chionged but we didnt get a position. track got first, like every other event. still. you ppl done a good job. you rock kays?? ~ haha XD
jyjys^^

got karate later. i chionged back home. walking so darn fast. but still i was late. sighs.
at karate, i teased rania about them missing their chance of getting a box of chocolates.
nearly, got k.i.l.l.e.d. xD

the end.

2008-09-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

heyss.
thanks ppl for the encouragement.
winnie feels much better liao((:
xDD

firstly, lemme do a quiz

1. The person who tag you is. val ask me do derhh ;D

2.Your relationship with him/her.good friends? trusties((:

3.Your five impression of him/her .shyshy derh. a bit leh, or perhaps its because she's in a girl's school but im in a school pathetically domineered by guys(:

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .hmm. counselled me when i had my worst psle woes.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you .我们会永远支持你的ok? (: / when ppl dont say sth, it doesnt mean they think the different way. - this taught me to be more understanding (:

6. If he/she become your lover , you will..die of awkwardness (rippppppped!!!!!!~).

7.If he/she become ur lover , thing he/she has to improve on will be...oh shuppup man. look what i said for question 6.

8.If they become your enemy , you will... accept it. friends come and go. i cant help it. there will be ppl who are there for me and want me to stay strong. so i cant disappoint them.

Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1) ruth
2) ellie
3)val
4)ian
5)daryl
6) limpin
7)rania
8)hhmmmmm. yixuan?
9) byorn?? finally one person from 101 ((:
10)rachel
who is no.6 having relationship with?
hmm. lets just put someone who has the same surname and is in the same class as pin. LIM WANQI((: being evil here. xD

Is no.9 a male or female? male, duh, no, sorry, BI-sexual. xDD i dont think he'll read this.

If no.7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing? duh, if they're lesbians, i'd be happy for them (:

what is no.2 studying about?arts i think. ((: ppl in nygh should be freaking hardworing.

when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?just today(: read my blog post. should have revelaed it earlier on.

what kind of music band does no.8 like?erm? i'm not sure. but should be any with feeeel.

Does no.1 have any siblings? yepppp. a sis. a no-comment kinda. xD

will you woo no.3 ?erm. i don't think so.

how about no.7? dammit?? she's taken my debb. hahaXD

is no.4 single? hmm. from what i know, he still doesnt know who to like. hahaxD but do consider ji. LOL~28. what is the surname of no.5 ?lim mingkit29. what is the hobby of no.10 ?dreaming? listening to music?30.Does no.5 and 9 get along well ?okay ba.31.what is no.2 studying at?raffles institution32. talk something actually about no. 1extremely nice.33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ?no.34.where does no.9 live at?near chun tin road?35. what colour does no. 4 like ?erm? everthing? i forgot le. im so bad.36. are no.5 and no.1 best friend ?idk if it's best, but i do know. they are quite good friends.37. does no.1 have any pets ?i dont think so. he haven't told me tt he had any.38. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ?whoots! idk? define sexy.39. what is no.10 doing now.on the computer msning or smsing or daydreaming? idk

2008-09-10T07:45:00.000-07:00

hi everyone.
thanks for tagging(:
how nice it is to see it spammed with comments everytime i visit my own blog xD

lalala.
sorry but personally myself i dont really visit blogs.
paisehh la.
but winnie sure does appreciate every effort taken to tagg(:

well.
now lets move on.

hmm.
well.
today was really unusual for me too.
because its the day of my very first relay ;D
think i did mention it but well.
winnie sure does repeat herself when she is agitated(:
sighs~

first relay i went: 100 times 4 girls
i was the first runner la.
so as expected, pretty anxious.
really.
so i reminded myself the commands that weiqi told me yesterday. missing a beat is as good as losing the whole competition, sounds exxagerated but that was what i said to pump myself us X)
i chionged the 100m and overtook audrey. though leg pain affected my performance, couldnt overtake deborah. SHIT!!!!!!
sighs
sure i did better during practice. sighs.
WINNIEEEEEEEE.
must make it next time.
and pass the baton faster.
cause this time, i actually re-passed the baton due to inexperience in it. sighs.
sorry aisyah ):
winnie promises she'd traintraintrain for the next round. and makes sure she gets 5 days of rest just before the competition(: so we probably neeed not worry for LEGG PAIN again. freaking shit.
then sam chionged. she was the fastest i think, cause she was in the best condition, unlike many of us whose legs hurt like shit after yesterday's inpromptu training.
sighs.
but its okay i guess.
i shouldnt blame anyone. just take it as a lesson learnt that impromptu will just leave us in a more than ever disadvantageous plight. once again. err. winnie wants to thank sam for saving us, and weiqi for chionging the last 100m(:
you guys rock.

then it was the boys 100 times 4.
ttc sprained his ankle just before the relay. still he insisted that he could go and tied his left?? shoe damn tight.
hoping that it's relieve the pain.
well.
i hope it really did.
although daohan, yufong, weihao and ttc came in third. i really wanna thank yufong for chionging last 100m, daohan for a really nice run and weihao for really ENTHHHUUUUU class participation, unlike someone else, ahem, whom i called but did not budge=.=
okay let's not switch topic and continue on the events.

then it was the mixed.
which i screwed up.
a lot.
i kinda felt my body aching but i thought i could make it.
like damn.
because it was obvious that i couldnt.
then i tried my best to exert myself though the pain was worsening.
i kinda succeeded for the first 200m.
almost pwned nikki and wanted to catch up shini.
but well.
this is gonna be emo again.
i told myself all the way "winnie you can do it. weiqi trusts your stamina, weihao said your speed was good, ian told you the day before he trusted you, the girls were cheering. and i always could chiong well at the last 50 metres." but things were so different this time. winnie's energy dropped like shit. suddenly. plunge. she could just shake her head and chiong if she was in her usual condition, but this time, no matter how she shook her head, images infront of her just dimmed and brighteneddimmed and brightened. fainty. yes. fainty. sho felt she could go on anymore. but no way she was going to let anyone outrun her, so she ran on for the last 100m. but at the last curve. nothing worked. she told herself "winnie everyone is cheering for you, aisyah is fasting, weiqi is cheering, simin is cheering, sam is waiting for the baton, daohan and yufong were anxious, plus pairs of eyes staring at me. how could i lose. this had never happened before, for as long as i could remember." well. winnie couldnt take it finally and nikki took over. she tried to spur herself on. then zongyao, etc took over. she was devastated and almost stopped without passing on the baton. she knows that she had let the whole class down. everyone who hoped that she could continue her pace, everyone who hoped that 101 could qualify for the finals.
then i sat down and kinda wanted to faint. so nikki helped me. and kind little girl rach helped me buy some water.
so she pulled through.
sighs~
okay not like i was gonna die or what but.
just to make rach and nikki sound really nice.
thank you ppl.
if you happen to be reading this,
winnie just wanna say a great big thank-you(:

conclusion:
winnie underperformed today, dashed the hopes of many people and so.
though she is really glad that her classmates didnt put the blame on her, how forgiving.
and actually ran their very best for the interest of the class.
but she cant do anything.
she just hopes that she can run much better for the next race.
and cheer for all 101-ians who are running for the final relay.
thank-yous to all people who had encouraged me, cheered for me and showed any form of support.
winnie values it(:

P.S. and she loves you all ;)

2008-09-09T06:03:00.001-07:00

lalala.
sorry ppl for not updating.
nothing interesting happened recently that was worth my time blogging xD
but i thought today was pretty unusual.
xD
so yea.
read on.
if you dont mind(:

day started out as usual.
then during hist lesson, miss tan asked about our grouping for the project. when she knew about the two groups with 'people always working together', she was unhappy. because she thought that all the last group consisted of people who 'obviously couldnt work together'. so we either had to regroup ourselves within 5 minutes or she will regroup us herself. guess the first chioce was more preferred. but somehow it didnt seem to work out in her imagination so plans changed! -.-
sighs.
she randomly picked three girls to be the leaders and to stand up at the front. it happened to be aisyah, weiqi and MEE!
damn.
so we had to stand up there with a marker in hand, and choosing out group members one by one. aisyah was first, then me, then weiqi.
she chose sam, she wanted a smart girl(:
i chose byorn, to save myself from the pathetic plight of things turning out like how it was for geog project.
weiqi chose....i think simin. 0.0
anyway...
then blah blah blah.
wanted weihao because he and byorn, though both equally as domineering, could work surprisingly well with each other(:
ahhhhh. but aisyah chose him before i could.
ahhh-ism. but nvmm. give and take. give and take. XD
so i chose jonathan instead.
xD
okay at last, we ended up with this:
aisyah:
sam
weihao
daohan
yexuan.
lowell.
and i forgot. paisehhhhhhh.

MEEE!
byorn.
jonathan.
gabriel.
meizhen.
ahmad.
ansel.
mingwei.

weiqi:
simin.
felecia.
teck chye.
yufong.
anlong.

sighs-
i just realised that i made a grave mistake.
because ahmad and ansel definately CANNOT be in a group.
they wont die.
WEEEE will.
cause ansel will start his china talk from the very start and ahmad will bash him up-.-
wtfreak.
sighs-
but switching chen yue wouldnt be any better.
sorry aisyah):
i couldnt agree to the switch you suggested.

then break.
we had relay tomorrow.
me, aisyah, weiqi, sam, simin.
sighs.
me and aisyah both in mixed and 4 times 100 relay.
sighs-
sam we wanted to kill her yes, for a perfect sabotage.
but yea.
she slept at ONE THIRTY.
yesterday.
so we forgave her(:

so we trained how to pass the baton during the break for half and hour.
using aisyah's newspaper journal.
THANKS!~
i realised how bad i was at passing. damn.
two times i passed to aisyah it wasnt really that successful.
anyway.
im the first runner.
so not knowing the commands is worse.
after school 4pm, we trained again at track and classroom.
aisyah had excuse cause she was fasting and couldnt eat till 7pm.
jyjys^^
ahh-ism.
then i trained again and again with weiqi.
when we ran 10 times around the classroom each, timing was slower but all of us improved my 2 seconds during second try.
LOL~
coincidence.

sighs-
good for everyone.
but right now.
shiyun is emo.
cause she has her lame reasons.
1) she tend to run out-lane
2) she cant pass the baton well
3) she may miss a beat at the start
the last one probably summarises all.
4) this is her FIRST EVER relay!!!!!!

damn.

okay.

sighs~

you all are sure tired of my lamenting.

so this is a last joke before all of you go.

in chem class today we learnt mole (mol).
so mr funky and hip asked.
"how many people.....are there......in.........................................................................CHINA??"
WA LAU AYE!

all of us laughed and looked at ansel, who was laughing even louder than the whole class.
we knew he would laugh, so we laughed.
then.
he said.
"ZEROOOO. because TOOOOOOOOOOO many people in china die of diseases everyday!!!!"

damn. wth. shut the hell up, ansel.
thank you very much.

2008-08-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

WHOOOOTT!
the end of my tedious and ultimately LENGTHY sl project
today, some 101 ppl, mentor Miss Tan and I went down to YWCA at outram park to send the food items and books we have collected ;D
firstly i had to seal the boxes up, with much help from the others DUH_
xD
thanks!
quite a lot la..
though it would have been far better if i could find out ways to collect more ):
sHiyUn SUCKS-

-.-
because me, fele, weiqi and simin are not going home straight from YWCA, we hailed a cab and went there first(: it was only when i called the others, they told me that a FREAKING SIXXXX cabs and refused to pick them up because there were 5 of them.
0.0!!!!
THREEEEEEE were only twelve! KIDDDIEESSSS>< its okay lorh. what the hell is wrong with the taxi drivers. so i reasoned out with byorn, who couldnt understand

OMG.
i finally saw MISS HAN SHIN HUI's face after months of corresponding -.-
sighs-
ANYWAYS
she is preeeeettttty(:

xD

anyways
due to lack of time.
update this some other day.
before i leave.
hmm.
lets recall ppl who have aided me in this project.

-mentor miss sharon tan
-making of collection box for books: ian and pradeep
-carrying materials and books: hardik
-announcements: weihao -protagonist of the LEE CHRONICLES xD-
-suggestions: byorn
-donating items: yufong, daohan, weiqi, simin, etc
-carton boxes: yufong, weiqi etc
-collecting items: almost whole class(: -thats why i love lol- ;D
-BIGBIG day itself: lowell tan hweechee, byorn tan weiliang, Miss Sharon Tan, Sam Yong, Weiqi, Aisyah, Fele, jonathan tan (is CUTE????!) and weihao

blahblahblah.

lastly just a great big THANK YOU PPL ;D
I LOVE YOU~

2008-08-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

and do think the second last word of my second last post the correct way
thanks(:

2008-08-21T23:23:00.000-07:00

hey ppl..
sorries for not posting for such a loooooong time
one precious and productive week bombarded by common tests><
apologises again
and err.
this is in regards to ADRAIN'S comments over the past few days
winnie- adrain: you very bo liao horh-l.-
anyways, thanks for err. wishing me good luck for physics for the sake that it actually turned out bad, but not as bad as i thought it would be(:
THANKS AGAIN. and to everyone who wished me good luck. hope the test didnt turn out to be as bad(: JYJY^^

bio common test:
screwed
shitting-ly tricked by teachers who claimed it would be easy.
bet with rach 1 buck
that i will score lower
but apparently she is NINETY PERCENT sure that i will lose a buck
YES
WINNIE WOULD RATHER LOSE A FREAKING 1 BUCK THAN TO FAIL HER TEST

chinese common test:
die-ed
i dont know if my last zhaoju is correct
and and im getting influenced by gay hao
kept on confusing myself with the 'dew due to the temperature rise in the morning' and the so-called 'tears of the flower'.
wle.
but who gives a freaking damn anyway.
-.-

english common test:
err.cheem la.
i write wrong address
freak the freaking shit.
damn!
but what is done cant be undone.
forget it and perhaps i shall study english more next time.
sighs-

physics common test:
we stayed until 7 the day before the ask mr chui questions
me, rania, weiqi, jiahong, gabe manuel sidik, 101 gabe and jiamin.
wanted to own jap at first cause we tot lesson lasted till 7pm
however due to confusion
lessson was ended at usual
6pm
cool.
we went to see mr chui and pestered him to treat us to instant noodles><
so kind mr chui went to the staff room(:
P.S. rania and i can reach the staffrooom faster than mr chui, who takes the life ;D
we rock

then while eating, we (mainly referring to girls) talked freakingloudly. laughed like crazy. and asked mr chui questions.
he went like,"i realise ah, the girls in this school very unfeminine leh."
WHICH IS SO TRUE THAT WE ARE PROUD OF OURSELVES!!!! XDDDDD
thus, to prove the accuracy of "Newton's fourth law" (JH said this, credits),all of us went bragging about our vulgar levels.
rania started by saying," EHHHH!! YAYAYA!!!! we even say the F WORD!!!!!"

sighs-

then weiqi was like, " i said it once to cheryl and swear i wont say it again"
she looked at me

okay..
i admit la weiqi dearie...
to mr chui
rania, JH, gabe, etc
and to everyone reading this post
okay.
i ONCE said the forbidden word
okay?
but it was like i wanted to say 'freak'
and ended up saying 'it'

WADEVER
ITS OVER(:
OVERRRRRRRRRRRR ;D

that's all for now(:
thanks for reading my retarded self-confessions
please come again

.

2008-08-08T02:33:00.000-07:00

today was so freaking fun sia

firstly, we slacked for 2 hours watching some national celebration in school

(:

the parade was damn nice. all those ncc, sjab and scouts ppl went marching together onto the field. WAH SAI. super coooool la. especially when the ncc ppl raised and put down their guns. was so orderly and arranged. think much effort must have been put in. HOPED I WAS IN NCC(:

who cares being the only girl la..

XDD

im so random. finally, when the parade ended, they all marched along the track. I saw yixuan and ian's face like expressionless de la. they were marching forward and looking at the audience. mozzie went like,"IAN!!!!"

XDD

as usual he's crazy over ian(:

the other performances were quite good la. SINCERE and from the heart.

during some class skit, chee seng said,"I today mood not black, today also not black day so blacks cannot play"

he said it in such a retarded mannner la wa lau xD

darryl and zongxuan (seniors) did a rap. zongxuan was so pro! he could beat box so well(:

and i didnt know darryl could rap too xD anyway, it was a DAMN GOOD PERFORMANCE. our seniors sure rock(:

when the program came to an end, the NEAs were to POP! the party poppers.

xD

cool sia.

at first it was like flase alarm then karen raised his arms high up getting ready. he got suan arms later lorh. hahaXD

so me and angela teased him.

after the performance, i went out with ruth, clarice, rachel, yixuan, kesh, ian foo, bryan, aik wee, yangyi and jookee.

i was supposed to wait for my mentor's meeting to end but well, i just had to go for lunch as it was getting late. so well. i met yixuan and ian after their ncc training and we decided to go to imm. freak la. tried to ask some other girls to tagg along then in the meantime got sabo-ed by this ncc senior of theirs. damn. aik wee was also freaking irritating la, keep insisting that im ian's gf-.-

when i finally managed to get kesh on the line, she said clarice, ruth, rachel and her are going to jec.

so i asked ian and yx if they could make it there and asked some other guys to tagg along(:

wanted to ask adrian at first but that blurr shit didnt even turn BOTH his phones.

-sighs-

well the more the merrier ma. so before we set off, we managed to tagg bryan and yy along, cause they were all in ncc and members were treated to ice cream(: (crap lorh, so good;D plus, all the guys ate from the same tub)

P.S- eggie made us wait more than 15 minutes for him to change. and he's a GUY, dammit?!

while waiting for the bus we played at the playground and looked like overgrown primary school kids(: even on the playground it was stated that it was made for 5 to 12 years olds XD

on the way we talked damn loudly on the bus la then also attratted much attention from ppl but they cant do anything. ian was like,"going anywhere with yy is going to be very noisy"

AGREED-ED ;D

then when we were walking to jec, kesh and i leaded the way, and someone went like,"the tall ones lead"

hahaxD

at jec, the guys wanted to eat kfc but me and kesh were totally sick of it. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN.

im boycotting it(:

so in the end we ended up eating mcdonald's.

i brought happy meal cause i wanted a cheese burgur and that TOYYY!!!

more accurately, should be chop la(:

when i went to my seat i realised i was sabo-ed-.-

together with ian.

shit.

clarice moved ian's bag to one table and mine to the same table. so in the end we ended up seating together.

haix.

but well.

good that they didnt tease too much later on.

i met joshua too! ex-school mate. he was in rv.

okayy that was when all the joking started.

we started stealing each other's food(:

then jk started squeezing a packet of mayonnaise.

SICK.

and yy ate fries with curry(:

curry is yellow

&

mayonnaise is white ;)

okay then yy mixed jk's mayo with his curry. wa lau aye.

haix.

worst thing is: jk was left with a pathetic bit of mayo. and i used my chop cap, and PRESSED ON IT. so it was inedible. hahaXD

shiyun rocks your socks ;)

the next big thing was when rachel started eating her onion rings.

it was a whole piece if white onion fried in one piece of skin.

so rachel was so lazy to bite the onion off, that she sucked it out.

WTFREAK!

sick la okay. jk started taking a video but i think he didnt capture the funniest element(: what a pity.

we almost finished eating and yy, jk and rachel mixed half a hamburg, sprite and curry together.

rachel even threatened to pour curry on yy's hand. LOL.

P.S- yy spit on kesh and I when he drank it and sucked in the hamburg with a piece of veggie.

then we joked about super lame stuff and there come's the finale~

"OH WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?! SICK!", yy when he saw water droplets of water mixed with mayo. oh damn. yea sick. very.

then i went to take neos with ruth and clarice. they were joking about how they can sabo me and ian. clarice went like,"Lets go in with winnie and ian then when the camera snaps we both dash out"

yx is no better. "lets push them together and draw a little heart between them"

darn it.

but of course, in the end, none of that happened. fortunately.

wheeee~

while we started to decide on what to do next, kesh was calling someone. i thought that i had heard something so i asked,"What?! Mr Chui is coming?!"

ahem!

okayyyyyyy yeshhhhh. i get the joke.

Is __________ cum-ming?

wa lau.

okay that is really sick.

dont google the meaning if you dunoe.

trust me that innocence is a virtue ;)

after that we saw mrs chui (with her friend who is a teacher) and we went stalking her so she asked us to behave ourselves because we were in school uniform XP

she was somehow surprised at how all of us got to know each other cause there were unfamiliar faces and most of us were from different classes. so i explained that ruth was my bestie(:

yea she rocks of you have anything to crap about her just shut up.

she even mistook ian as chee seng.

XDDDDDD

LOLS

after that ruth, clarice and kesh had to return home and left all of us behind ):

so ian, yixuan, rachel, jookee, yangyi and i decided to catch a movie.

by the time i asked what we were watching, ian said "money no enough".
This made yy and me think that,"HUH?! not enough?! toobad la we not watching le."
LOLS. cause except for ian and rach, all of us had ran out of money liao.
but he was talking about the movie la.
we were topped up on our tickets. and for that, im gonna say a big THANK YOU(:

while waiting, we cracked lame and dumb jokes again.

like jumping and see who is taller.

like suggesting rach to stand on the railing in order to PWN me in terms of height(:

like standing around the dustbin because rach says that it made her feel tall and ego.

DUSTBINS ARE MADE SHORT FOR CONVENIENCE(:

like standing around a pole, unknowingly obstructing a queue cause ppl thought we were queuing up.

like drawing lots to see which sEEts in the cinema we should take.

like demonstrating how kaung myat does his standing broad jumps.

-swaying his ass back and forth without moving his legs at all (yet a professional 2m++) -

then we went in to watch money no enough 2.

apparently, it wasnt very nice.

wasnt as nice as i expected it to be.
the script was mostly in hokkien so i couldnt understand the funny thing sometimes.
sads..
morever, it was empty most of the time. this explains why ian felt lonely after watching this movie. SORRY TO SAY THAT IAN, BUT ITS TRUE. be it you accept it or not.
all lame things like what we always do.
may be funny but how does it reflect on us?
people are not giving much thought into it.
even at the end of the movie, i dont know if the brothers had realised what they did were wrong. there wasnt mush emotional link. so whats the freaking point?
i know that it was the director's idea to tell us what singaporean's are lacking.
still, perhaps this way of expressing it isnt my cup of tea so i found the movie more and more disturbing, yea.

still, i have to compliment some parts that i thought were pretty thought provoking.
basically, they made me emo and i cried with my jacket on.
yy asked me for my jacket cause it was a little cold but when i threw my jacket at him and he saw 'shiny things' on my face, he thought i was angry so he didnt want my jacket.
HAIX.
paisehhhhhh la.
wasnt angry.
just upset.

the grandmother spent her whole lifetime taking care of her children , grandchildren.
yet, due to her sons' business failures and her deteriorating health, she had to be sent to the old folks' home. when i saw how the nurses tried to 'deceive' her so she would not think she is being abandoned and sent to an old folks' home, i felt upset. both parties are not to be blamed. its just pressure from the society. money talks. but she realised shortly after, and lost control of her emotions, yea.
her son himself was upset with himself for having to treat his mother liike that so he ran and ran faster away.
however, this made the grandma even more unable to take it and collasped.
damn.
i dont know what will i do if i were anyone of them.

then another was when the second brother was asked to donate blood. he said his blood type was 'M'. Money. it simply reflects the money-mindedness of ppl.

and lastly was when the daughter of one of the 'richest' brothers was sent to the hospital because of a car accident. she was on the front seat and was wounded seriously. meanwhile, the grandmother was in the same hospital. i cried when i heard the mother screaming"是我害的！是我叫她坐在前面的！" i didnt know what to think next. she was probably feeling lost. but what is done cant be undone. it wasnt her fault. but how could one feel if her child's life is at risk and it was because of a harmless decision she had made at first? shit la. its seems too complicated i dont wanna think. the more i think the more i sob..............in the cinema.
then, when she knew that the grandma will be 'having' the last bit of blood in the blood bank she grabbed the box and insisted on letting her daughter have it.
eventually, admidst all the chaos, the grandmother heard it and in a state of half-consciousness, she removed the only life-supporting device from herself.
tears were brimming in her eyes.
she wanted her granddaughter to be saved.
and in return, she was willing to sacrifice her life.

the othe parts were so shit that with my jacket, i covered my face and wanted to sleep.budden ian, sitting behind me was like,"winnie watch dont sleep!!"
so well yea.
i watched.
and yixuan, ian and I talked pretty much during the movie xD
we complained that it was 8bucks wasted.
then ian explained to us some stuff and we passed comments on random topics.
hahaXD

though it was really money wasted, apparently, it was sponsored by ian and rach.
so THANKS>
i shall return you the money soon(:

btw, A MILLION THANKS TO RUTH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO BUY A NEW HANDPHONE STRAP. TO CLARICE FOR TAKING NEOS WITH ME. TO YIXUAN FOR HELPING ME FIX THE STRAP ON MY HANDPHONE. TO IAN FOR THE CONCERN AND HELP (generally). TO KESH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME. TO RACHEL AND JOOKEE (the couple) FOR KEEPING ME ENTERTAINED WITH SICK JOKES. TO YANGYI FOR THE SAME REASON TOO (:

you ppl rock~

rock on~

P.S- something i got to say for today.
她消耗了美好的青春，辛苦了大半辈子。
棺材本儿没了。
就连生命也能牺牲。
最终获得的，又是什么？

2008-07-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

credits go to audrey from 1-0-2. thanks for using my cam, really(: i enjoyed laughing at those pics(:

well.
basically.
we had a debate on "Will Singapore collapse without racial harmony?"
the only surviving classes to attent this debate were 102, 104 and 106.
102- proposition
104- neutral
106- opposition

i thought that 106's point, about the GDP and GNP was really good. Successfully convinced me(: their speakers spoke well too. did not really need to stare at the paper. But well. majority wins. in the end 104 got the most votes and they won, yea. 102 got second followed by 106.

some ppl were like,"who the heck voted for neutral?"

gah-ism.

anyway.
106 JIAYOU~

2008-07-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

1-0-2 ppl are hardworking(: from the right: Brendan, (forget name, paisehh), Justin ;D
Galen is getting VERY AGITATED ;)
ZUOWEI says,"But Singapore never collapse!" err. a bit GRAMATICALLY WRONG horh? (:
WANG B**
ALMOST WHOLE COHORT. COUNT THE NUMBER OF GIRLS AND GUYS. FIND THE SEX RATIO. AND FOLKS OUT THERE REMEMBER TO PITY WE PPL.

2008-07-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

kesh is SMILING at the cam during a TENSE debate. WTH?!
miaojing and nikki look sian. and what the hell is JH doing?!
Galen is apparently VERY DRAMATIC(:
PLEASE- the girl is working so hard and galen, zuowei you both are slacking. okayy. i know im lame(:
yufong is actin g retarded XDD and daohan is like...err.. NO COMMENTS (: well yea.he is cute though XDD

2008-07-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

crazy gorilla is apparently looking at the cam and pari is sleeping??...
Kesh is SHO HARDWORKING
yuhan is SHO HARDWORKING TOO ;D
and edieve.. are you stone-ing? kiddin' (:
Galen you look so siannnnx.
and zuowei..NO COMMENTS

*credits to audrey tan poh poh who took these pics during the debate

2008-07-23T00:48:00.000-07:00

SORRY PPL
REALLY
REALLY
SORRY
FOR NOT POSTING FOR SUCH A FRAKING LONG TIME
FOR THOSE WHO BOTHERED TO ENTER MY RETARDED BLOG:

PLEASE ACCEPT MY MOST SINCERE APOLOGIES
AND READ THE BELOW ENTRY(:
THANKS!

today was so slacky
yea
again.
almost everyday i slack
i slack
and slack
non-stop
wtfreak.
the worst source of guilt and all
wtfreak.

and i even missed my chance to talk to ruth cause i had something on
wtfreak.
im not even spending time to talk to my bestfriend in the world
!@#$
how can this happen
someone please enlighten me.
my art assignment one got damn bad and mr.chua did not accept both of my re-dos
plus my sl project is lagging behind
and that sucks a lot. hear me? A FREAKING LOT.
i cant believe it. i have screwed up my life.
damn it.
and mentoring all that stuff isnt bringing me anywhere.
okay
i want to say the !@#$ word out loud but that isnt gonna work.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay. i know you all are sick of reading all my self-confessions.
those who wanna help me
plus those who are SINCERE
okay.
thanks.
but im hopeless and im not those to blab out everything inside me.
i only do so if i cant keep them in my heart anymore.
!@#$

okay.
quotable quotes(:
cheer ups!

"Uglena is easier to see as you can see it. but this protista moves so slowly that you think its dust. If you stand there and not move for a long period of time, you can see it moving. Cause that is how fast it moves, it moves very slowly."

"Ahh-toem" (how 'atom is pronounced) ya right
"Ahh-toem-ic theory" (how atomic theory is pronounced) ya right
"if mr.___ learns bio, he will die" (cause of his inability to read "atom" correctly)

"THIS IS ABSURD!!!!!!!!!! HOW CAN THE SUN BE THE FATHER OF THE RAMBUTAN???!!!!! THATS MEANS WHEN WE ARE EATING THE RAMBUTAN WE ARE EATING PART OF THE SUN LA??!!"

lee weihao, when we were doing the compre for lesson 30 higher chinese ;D do refer to get the joke ;D

2008-07-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

today was officially SLACK DAY (:
during assmebly, this gavel club member who always made announcements announced:
"you should never use

S

P

E

R

M

in your speech"
he eventually meant sex, politics, racism and moralty and other stuff la.
but well.
it still was err.
aHeM aHeM

we only had chinese lesson and fine arts..then hours later we have our CCA
my red clean colour cap went loose and stained my many of my precious valuables.
crapps sia
i had no choice but to ask for permission to go in and out of the classroom to wash my cauculator cover and pencil box. i eventually left my pencil box in my waterbottle where i soaked in water. and forgot to bring back home. haix. suey suey arhh winnie ):

i wanted to do homework at first but then got tempted to go 104 again and take gayy videos of zhien and ian. i slacked there for like 1 hour.
funny thing was that ian foo deliberately acted GAY
he's gay
im so disappointed
XD
okay KIDDIN'
i wished i could post the videos but dunow how ):
waaaaa..
but i can quote(:
"zhien please come back to me..." what ian said when zhien tried to escape from the limelightXD
omfreakinggod
XDDD

IAN FOO HOW COULD YOU xDD

well. ji tried to make a pair out of us so of course, I freaking took revenge, guys.
i made her and zhien a pair. like what ian always does. then the other 104 girls went crazy too(:
like clarice, RUTHIE DEAR, Shankari, Kesh and a few other i think. paisehh loads i cant remember XP
we went pulling each other off the table where we all sat XD
then later i played badminton with the 104 girls and hongjing.
gahh. skills deproved damn lots since p3. haiz..
shit.

ohh and during fine arts lesson, the teach. showed us that gross picture of some abstract nude ppl again. he was like "I know this picture intrigued interest in some of you....blAhblAhblAh."
we all went,"woe..oh....AHEM AHEM!"
he even showed us the picture of a "gender-undefined" guy.
wth.
yufong went "willy wonka"
XDD
omfreakinggod XD
i need to brush up on y art skills ppl!!
they suck.
fact to be told from the stupid grade I got for my first art assignment.
I swear that I will never ever take a art core again.
first time and last.
then the guys created chaos by acting like our ____ teach. repeating all his words.
"the AUTHORISED SPEAKER"
"this environment is not condusive enough"
"remember what is our class rule?"
"RESPECT"
haix.

later on in class,
i heard daohan say sth like this
"nabuu! 我不玩了拉！"
and threw the cards on the table.
LAWL.
cause the others keep on deliberately 出老千 i thinkXD

*XD sorry if my events are always not in chronological order
paisehh

2008-07-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

picture of CHADWICK(:

the exact one on the paper ansel gave byorn ;D

2008-07-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

ONE OF THOSE BEST DAYS-

well.
i wouldnt really say that larhh but today really made me laugh a freaking lot.
Ansel wrote a comment to byorn telling him that he looked like Chadwick X)
omfreakinggod.
he didnt want to tell byorn at first but byorn was like..
"Ansel! What the hell?!"
yea. poor ansel his handwriting is damn distinguishible.
*i may be posting a portrait of Chadwick(:

then weiqi and i went to the washroom during chem today so i could sneak out for some fresh air and take my jacket from the locker(:
winnie dear is so smart(:
SORRY weiqi..
when we went ack to class her presentation already start liao ):
PAISEHHH
well if you were to ask how did MY presentation go i tell you it sucked like shit. i sucked.
i didnt know how to elaborate on the model.
i sucked.
ahh.
whatever.

then while waiting for my jap class, and the rest of the class waiting to go home at 1pm, chenyue and yexuan asked if there was rehersal.
X)
omgfreakinggod.
okay i said no.
but then chenyue kinda insisted so i asked byorn and he gave me that kind of..
up-to-no-good look.
okay.
i know we are evil.
so we tricked them into believing that we had rehersal today.

then later on i lent daryl's comp to catalogue the books.
xmw, glenn and lowell were in the class.
well. they made up jokes but those are really sensitive.
quotes of the day
"我学过对联的。So i know how to write.”
"Throw Lowell down the well....and the world will be free"
"Throw yourself down the well....and the world will be free"
etc

2008-07-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

i hate high heeled shoes
they suck
they squeeze my toes
they make my feet limp and tiny
they stress my legs
what's the point
i hate heels
they suck
i hate heels

-done-

2008-07-07T05:06:00.001-07:00

memories..
i know this is nostalgic but i cant help it..
just read nikki's blog and somehow the pri sch memories just revived
all the fun i had in p3. playing iceman with jiaqi jiale, minyi, tm, ellen and ruth. even though the sun was so scorching, we still met in the field everyday without fail. I could remember ellen's freaking pale skin no matter how much time she spent in the sun.
i couls remember how a few boring chinese lessons in p5 made me, gen, her and leon sing. val joined in occassionally. we sang christian songs, hsm, everything. everything that sounded good. i even participated peihwa superstar with val. we sang like we sounded the best. and we even got upset when hern lost due to his stage fright. we wanted him to be given another chance.
i remembered how hard i cried in primary5. when i realised how my slack attitude pulled my grades down. i thought p6 was going to be a new start for me, a fresh new start.
and sure enough it was.
but all this will end. in the midst of working hard, just to shine somewhere academically, i failed to recollect all the memories i had left behind. in p6 i helped out at the end of the year for sth. some booksale thingy. well. i tot that secondary would be much better. i did not heed my teachers' advice, to enjoy my last year here.
I cant regret for regret brings nothing but sorrow and guilt. The breeze makes me cry, sometimes, it brings back all the guilt i had carried for all my life.

回到那曾经充满回忆的地方，寻找遗留下的脚印，却又能寻获什么？

2008-07-04T06:44:00.000-07:00

yo ppl(:

winnie dear is in uber high spirits today(:

there was no school today till 12.15 we had to arrive at science centre to SUPPORT nush team at the SAMC
well.. we didnt win anything but at least the overall winner wasnt ___ you know(:
-JYJYS NUSH TEAMS!!! YOU CAN DO BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!-
Kendrick
Wang Bo and some other yr1 peeps

The machines were really amazing(:
I liked the idea of pulling the toothpaste thingy through chopsticks so its squeezed(:
so cool right? plus the t-shirts the nush student helpers got is so damn cool. its black and the quality seems so comfy(:

we waited a lot time for the guest of honour like it always is the case -.-
then after all those prize giving stuff, i went to grab bite. there were freebies(: and the chocolate cupcake was damn yummy(:
i was with crazy gorilla all the while when we passing the new water thingy there was this mist thingy which looked like as if it was water but seriously it was just mist with some light. WHOOOOOTS! it so damn nice(:
then we even bet on who could put their hands on ice the longest period of time(:
cg won so i promised to treat him to something.

finally we chiong-ed out cause we NEEEDED the washroom
then i could have ate peacefully with crazy gorilla if not for miaojing my darling-.-
to say i snatch angela's lao gong -.-
then later rania wanted to go science centre so she asked for the price of the admission ticket.
IT WAS FREAKING FREEEEEEEEEE

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS isnt that the best news on earth? (:
so we chiong-ed in after i finished my instant noodles(:
i have a damn bland taste so i only used one quater of the seasoning
the remaining
was FREAKING PUT IN THEIR CANDY FLOSS
-.-
wts.

rania was like 'this is the most innovative food combination on earth'
puh-lease!
it is..err..
okay definately not my cup of tea (: sorry to say that rania dear..

after some time, rania had to go):
so sad sia........
then all of us stayed till the science centre closed at 6pm (:
well. okay meanwhile, we were accused of vandalising but i shan't elaborate on that. crazy gorilla, angela, cheryl and miaojing know it all.

and now, im freaking arguing with hern about the freaking usage and definition of the NEUTRAL word 'dear'
-.-

-hopeless-ness-

2008-07-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

whoots-
in the comp lab now
just finished doing some chem project stuff
REALLY
REALLY
sorry for not posting for such a long time.
gahh
okay i nearly forgot to post till ian reminded me
poofs.
he's sitting beside me

school is really getting damn stressful. My email with a good intent sounded like some demanding leter to the mentors. how sheety.
My phone broke down after ONE freaking month for so called mis usage. Whatever. I hate it when the adults use the term 'mis-use'.
Simply cause they have a different definition of it.
-sheese-

I need to chiong sl!!!!
if only there were more volunteers. gah-ism. slacking though i shouldnt be. again.
i hate this.
so damn freaking retarded-

2008-06-14T21:50:00.000-07:00

found his one ppl's blogg..
credits!

.::.F a v o r i t e s.::.
Actor or Actress:-no comments- im damn fickle minded
Animal:dogs
Band:-no comments-
Candy:err..nope. i got sensitive teeth de
Channel:nil
Color:pink(: and many other natural colours..as in not like flourescent and stuff
Computer game:Audition and lame ones..
Fast food place:err..kfc? mcdonalds?
Food:all kinds(: as long as you can make it delicious
Holiday:as long as i enjoy it
Ice cream flavor:sweet and sour ones like lemon(: bitter chocolate(:
Makeup:err..like VVEERRYY LIGHT lipgloss?
Movie:all
Number:9?
Song:all sung by avril
Store:as long as got sell things i like
Subject in school:err..unsure

.::.T h i s o r T h a t.::.
A few good friends or one best friend:
one best friend
Pepsi or Coke:
Coke.More originality.(quoted!)
Burger King or McDonald's:
McDonald's
Shower or Bath:what is the FREAKING DIFFERENCE??!
Bball or Vball:i dunoe how to play vball(:
Cake or Pie:depends(:
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocolate ROCKS(:
Cat or Dog:Dog(:
Hot or Cold:depends(P:
Cookies or Muffins:depends(:
Curly or Straight (hair):depends(:
Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings:Harry Potter(:
Funny or Scary movie:perhaps a merge?
Inivisibility or ability to fly:
Abilty to fly.
Lipstick or Lipgloss:gloss..as in the EXTRA LIGHT ones
Ocean or Lake:much depends(:
Pen or Pencil:much depends too(:
Sunny or Rainy:much depends TOO(:
Inside or Outside:err..see la
Pop or Rap:errr..like a merge la(:
Target or Walmart: -.-
Winter or Summer:summer perhaps(: I LOVE TAN-NING

.::.F r i e n d s.::.
Happiest:
dunoe..maybe ruth-ie ;D
Best:
got a few lehh
Nicest:
err...dunoe la..
Shyest:
unsure(:
Smartest:
IAN.
Loudest:
dunoe..(:
Honest:
err..all ppl lie..its only white or black la
Funniest:
phpps leon(:
Shortest:
against slander la
Tallest:
kArEn!!

according to ian foo, all phpps peeps are BIG this is totally quoted from him(:

2008-06-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

bulls(: catfish-ies at underwater world(: me(:

2008-05-09T08:50:00.000-07:00

ok. last pic:D
my dad's getting impatitient:D
im so happy with my elm0:D

2008-05-09T08:33:00.000-07:00

got ur passport photo:D

whoooooooooooooooots!

we are all wearing red arent we?!

love ya son!

we're gonna stare at the stars for the rest of the day (:

2008-05-09T08:25:00.001-07:00

moments with my dearie elm0 :D XD XD cheeeeeese!

2008-05-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

we went imm later to eat sushi!!! yesshhhh!!!
the food was sooo nice man..tasted like heaven:D

then i went to mini toons in search of my elmo
i wanna life sized one mann..
wasnt quite expected to find an elmo but i found it! eventually when my sis pointed at the real toppp!!!

:D yikes!

so i immediately took it and checked the price:D
gawdd...

49.95

hmm..i dun mind splurging on a plushie which i had always craved for:D
but will my parents budge?!

well they eventually did, after i was a little unhappy and went to buy two comics from comic connection. ahahahaahahahaha:D :D :D

yeshhhh!! i rock man!! ok...kiddinnn...sorry...

so i hugged my elmo all the way home and decided to call it my son:D
i love him:D
so red and innocent and cute:D
and most importantly..
he's happy
like i had always wished i would be no matter how hard life is :D
XD XD

im such a pain in the neck XD XD XD

2008-05-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATED Mother's Day :D :D :D

I am so happy today sia
after receiving my results, those perfect evidence showing that im dumb
i went back home and realised that the door was locked and no one was at homeD:
shooooooooooott
so i put my back at the door and went to my aunts's house two blocks away:D
my little cousin seem to not recognise me lerhh....for he was crying and whining away...
haizzz...
must have neglected him for the exam week...D:

then after that i received a call from my sis
and she said that my grandad can wait a little longer
ok..that was uber random i know
thats why i didnt understand at all what she meant and wanted to ask her but wth she hung up the phone!

well, so i told my grandad all i heard and he thought that it meant that her GB training will end late. thats what i thought too so he went to fetch my sis.

an hour later, my sis called again and said that she was at her friend's house and when my grandmummie heard that she went like "what!!!!"

i was forced to wake up from my nap and fetch my sis back. her friend lived at the 14th floor of the block i was living in:D

lawls..
not long after my grandad came back and brought us back

so at my place, i was slacking:D yeahh..creating audition account but till now i seem to have difficulty activating it...hmm..im a such a gaming idiotD: but very paiseh to ask help from daryl liao..he helped he loads le

tyty:D :D

had been lending his account since the first time i played audition alone at home;D ;D

2008-05-08T01:51:00.000-07:00

awww..
today got back results..D: they sucked to the core
and decided that i really needed an elmo to cheer my day up
IAN FOOOO PLS LEND ME YOUR ELMO!!!
ok..
sorry
was having a temper D:

bio (aha! that one im totally screwed! didnt quite understand and memorise everything D: )

chinese (standard drop larhhsss D: li laoshi said zuowen would have been better off if i wrote it with my style which i couldnt figure out during the exam! urghs!!!!)

maths (screwed! wonder how did byorn get his brain from?! i've lost my dignityD: )

english (okok larh..somehow didnt scored as badly for compo but screwed my compreD: )

tomorrow gonna get back other results.
well
should i feel sad or happy?
sighss..

ok.
after receiving my unsightly results i got depressionnnnn
and decided to eat out alone and read my book:D
so i stopped at IMM and went to eat mcdonalds
cos it was the only food i could afford at IMM XD XD
i always eat out alone when i feel upset, it really helps:D

i cant really understand the person at the counter always i dun noe why. it just seems they talk so softly and whenever i eat out it means im sad so perhaps my mind was drifting off somewhere then the counter always gets a little fed up. just like today.

when i was taking ketchup, this little girl walked up to me and asked,"姐姐，你知道那里有白色吸管吗？”
well i couldnt really understand her so i said,"白色吸管？就这里呀。”and gave her a straw.

but it somehow wasnt what she wanted. she kept on murmuring like she wanted something else and pressed to get many straws but didnt want any of them. I was kinda shocked. You see im not an expert at handling children. XP

So i made a final attempt,"就这里有了。”and went away.
But she tugged my hand and said,"姐姐你别走呀！告诉我那里有白色吸管呀！”
At that instinct i think i was a little cold hearted to leave her alone. so i apologised a bit and she brought me to a table of four young women and was like,"姐姐，就是这个呀！”
I couldnt understand her as I wasnt used to hearing high voices which most children had (including boys before voice breaking). Then one of them told me that she might meant she wanted the purple draw she was drinking from so I brought her to the counter and we got a purple straw............... finally :D:D:D

thinking back, she practically held my hand and walked around the whole mcdonalds
haha
many ppl were looking at me then
:D XD XD

kkies..gotta go before my migrane starts killing me:D (sam get well soon!)
wheeeee....

bies XD XD

2008-05-07T00:47:00.000-07:00

GUYS!!
THE FOLLWING LAME ENTRY
WAS POSTED CAUSE OF A TOD
ALRIGHT??!!
SO DONT TAKE IT SERIOUSLY
TAKE IT AS A LAME JOKE
OK?
THANKEWS.
i GOT ALL THE INSPIRATION FROM SONG LYRICS AND I KNOW THEY ARE CRAPPY
I DON'T TAKE LITERATURE MIND YOU

THANKEWS

i miss you so much.
I never thought this would happen.
I never asked for flowers
or love

Till the day you were gone
I realised I had let my emotions take hold
I never asked for those letters
why did you give them
And I was so naive to believe you.

I miss you so much
my kneecaps hurt

I wonder if you are reading this
and thinking of me
no matter where you are

2008-05-06T01:08:00.000-07:00

HFMD

Today, I watched a show about HFMD.
A few facts i've learnt-

Till now, there is no cure or vaccination against HFMD because the virus has its genes changed a few times within a short period of time (not sure if it is phrased that way, forgot but sth like that, paisehsss).

Also, kids in Singapore live in a very clean and hygienic environment and this makes them more vulnerable to diseases, including HFMD. D: D:
When did this become a disadvantage to us?

Then, they filmed this little girl who contracted HFMD and she had to stay in the hospital. She had many plasters on her as the doctor tried to get her blood samples. GAWSHH!!!!
that must had been really painful.
the mother also said that she was much less playful than before she contracted the disease. D; D;

Pities pities pities.

I really hope she can get well soon.

Oh and ya, I have to thank ppl for have been visiting my blog. Sorries cos i myself seldom visit blogs. So many thanks for those who visit my blog:D ur comments and efforts to read my lame entries will be much appreciated :D

LOLS..
My mother was pestering me to go downstairs to help her open the mailbox and take out her magazine which had probably arrived at four. Then I was like," please ma... i using com leh..then i wearing so ugly now how to go down help you..later la..please." And she got angry..

XD

Forget it and seeing that she went to take another old maga zine to read, I just continued typing my entry. whatever larh. not her first time get angry lerh. even if she does, im not scared larh. women get angry easily but they chill within a pretty short time too ;D ;D

lawls.. ;D ;D

im such a pain the neck. ;D ;D

2008-05-04T06:59:00.000-07:00

ok today was really crappy..
i didnt do anything productive..
in other words..
i was slacking..
WHOLE day..
even i think i had broken my own record..

sighs

sighs

daddie received a call from his colleague and he had to go overseas, to shenzhen. What is worse is that he must be setting off TODAY...

wth.

well. due to a lack of assessibility, he has to travel to hong kong forst then to shenzhen.

aww..miss ya daddie. he's only gonna be back on wed late at night.

sighs..

then in the afternoon, my pimples were squeezed. this is my second time and seriously. it hurts loads till i got immune to it.. this is the second time and i sort of expected it D:

it hurt so much i got almost immune to it and i was so tired that i almost slept through all the pain XD
ahahahahahahahaha...

sorry i got this 'exxagerated laughing symptom from ian foo' (no offence:)

XD XD

i know im lame :D

then i went back home and played with my new handphone :D
its so cool sia..
got that city bloxx game that was pretty fun ;D
i got a few citizens lost and a few citizens gained at times:D

i pasted that neoprint i took with ellen, yiern and jieying but prisca's face was kinda cut of cos she went in and didnt want to disturb but it was too late. ;P

okkaes..late lerhss..gotta experiment with my phone again :D

bbbbbbiiiiieeeeeeeeessssssss

2008-05-02T00:43:00.001-07:00

sorry ellie for taking this from ur blog..but i thought it looked so cool :D XD XD

tyty

primary memories..
never to be forgotten <3

2008-05-01T23:31:00.000-07:00

SPEECH DAY

okok i am really really trully trully bored..

significant events-

1. I forgot to bring my english compre and had to ask my mummie to bring it to sch. haha.. thank yous mummie. :)

2. We all had this phamphlet and on it were the huge words 'SPECTRUM'

some people went to fold it in such a way it spelt certain unsightly words. they arent that unsightly actually but whoever thought of it and even DEMO it, ahem ahem, please......

ok. i may be posting again depending on my level of boredom.

2008-05-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

okok...

im bored. posting what happened that easter day. at the mrt, this nanhua guy, jihang, went up to us to take a survey. he asked for our schools and i got to know he was in nanhua. haha. then he told us,"you know when i asked other people what does easter reminds u of? and they replied bunnies and eggs." haha.. XD

touching scenes in spiderwick chronicles-

1. the boy asking the father who had divorced with the mother and promised to bring him away from the house,"What do you have to tell me?"

"I just want to tell you, I love you."

And the boy stabbed the father and found out he was not his father, a goblin in disguise. This may not be touching but u see, the son wants the father to admit that he had divorced with the mother. relatives ought to be frank with each other. but when the truth hurts to much they ought to be hidden. still, in such cases, the truth must be seen. how hurting..... a little boy has to face the cruel truth D:

2. The great grandfather and the grandmother reunited. ggf sort of think that whatever that has happened decades ago happened tomorrow cos he went to this 'land' where fairies made him lost track of time. when he saw his daughter who was a 60 year old then, he said," Oh my child......"

"Child? Do you know how old am I?"

in the end, they both became as young as decades ago when the ggf was brought away and they went to the 'land'. I think this is touching cos the daughter still remembers the fathers promise decades ago,"I'll be back." She really missed her father. She had waited for that long. sobs....

im emo-ing again lerh..

2008-05-01T22:57:00.001-07:00

this post is just to quote from meizhen's blog..
"Today, the biology lesson is kind of fun. Reason is that Gabriel from 103 is joining us. Not that he makes the lesson funny. It is his action. First, I saw him approaching our class. I am thinking, "Is he joining us?" Then, my question is answered immediately. He was indeed joining my class. At once, I whispered to my friend, "Come, let's see how Gabriel flirts." There is an empty seat beside a boy called yexuan. However, he did not sit beside him. Instead, he sat beside Winnie. "This is his first step," I whispered to Wei Qi. There turns out to be two empty seats. He left a seat in between him and winnie. Building up a barrier. This is what comes to my mind at first. Then, I saw him approaching Winnie after she said hi to him and he was sitting beside Winnie. No more seats in between them. I hinted that Gabriel was advancing. Fast worker. Afterwards, Ms Ng, our biology teacher said that those people sitting at the lasy two benches must move up. So I did it. Gabriel also. He moved to sit with the boys. Soon, the lesson ended. Conclusion: Gabriel is not so flirty"

ahahahaha!!!!!! lol!!! u actually took notice? i didnt quite care... XD XD XD ihave no comments.

2008-05-01T22:37:00.000-07:00

Name?:
shiyun :D
Age?:
13
Hair color?:
black?!
Happy with it?:
yeah
If not, what would you change it to?:
partially pink?! red shades?!
Eye color?:
black
Happy with it?:
why not?
If not, what would you change it to?:
green perhaps
Skin color?:
brown??!! black??!!
- Favorites -
Color?:
purple,green,pink,white,etc (random order)
Food?:
anything nice XD
Animal?:
dogs <3
Smell?:
myself
Website?:
http://emo-scream-ing.blogspot.com
Fast food?:
mcdonald. anywhere nice :D
Activity?:
as long as i have a reason for doing it
i <3>
Actor?:
nameit and i will seeif i like it:)
Actress?:
nameit and i will seeif i like it:)
Movie?:
touching to tears?
Shoe brand?:
nike,adidas,converse
Dog?:
extreme loyal ones that look innocent
Cat?:
ihatethose.
Board Game?:
anything nice plus with cool players to compete with
Video Game?:
random
- Usernames -
On Aol or AIM?:
what?huh?
On MSN or MSN Messanger?:
msn messEnger. typo :)
On Bzoink?:
what? huh?
On LiveJournal?:
nopes.
On Blurty?:
BLURTY??????!!!!!!!!!! what?huh?
On Neopets?:
pleaze. used to but forgot.. shiyun?
- This or That? -
Coke or Pepsi?:
none- i boycott softdrinks
Black or White?:
white- don't ask y
Summer or Winter?:
summer :D
Spring or Fall?:
spring :D
Mountains or Plains?:
plains, simple XD
Rock or Pop?:
pop.
Jeans or Khackis?:
jeans
Shorts or Capris?:
shorts?!
Message Boards or E-mail?:
message boards?...
Some good friends or a lot of bad ones?:
some gd frens
TV or computer?:
com:D it can serve for multi purposes
Cordless phone or cell?:
both, they rock
MSN or AIM?:
msn. i dunno wads AIM..
Survey or Quiz?:
depends :D
Pink or Red?:
pink
Christmas or Easter?:
christmas.
Read or Write?:
depends
Take or Create?:
depends
Flower or Weed?:
depends
Pizza or Antelope?:
depends

- Love Life -
Have you ever had a girlfriend/boyfriend?:
NO
Do you currently have a girlfriend/boyfriend?:
NO
How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had?:
0
Does your girlfriend/boyfriend give you presents?:
NO
- How Many -
Piercings?:
0
Tatoos?:
0
CDs?:
i havent counted
DVDs?:
i havent counted
Computers?:
2
TVs?:
1
Pairs of Shoes?:
4? 3?
Musical Instruments?:
1
Buckets of Lard?:
i dun eat lard!
Pets?:
0
Hair brushes?:
3?
- Talents -
Can you sing?:
perhaps
Can you dance?:
maybe
Can you decorate?:
perhaps
Can you type fast?:
depends
Can you train animals?:
maybe
Can you write?:
sort of
Can you read fast?:
erh...?? maybe?? not??
Can you sharpen pencils?:
yup
Can you paint?:
perhaps
Can you draw?:
sort of
- Random -
Name a random song.:
complicated- avril lavigne
Name a random TV show.:
i don'tbother
Name a random food.:
cheese <3
Name a random person.:
mummie
Name a random animal.:
doggie
Name a random holiday.:
yesterday
Name a random cartoon character.:
bubbles?
- Family -
Do you have siblings?:
yeah
Do you get along with them?:
limited time
Do you live at home?:
yeah,what else??
Are your parents divorced?:
no
- Are you.. -
In love?:
no
Sleepy?:
mayb.
Glad you took this survey?:
perhaps

exams

2008-05-01T22:03:00.001-07:00

heys folks..
here just to tell that i havent abandoned my dear bloggie.. :D

exams days ago were a disaster...sighs.. chinese was chim-ology, english was ridiculous in some sense ( 13 year olds expected to write a essay on a gun but at least the passage once seen in my chi homework), math was..no comments...

bio and physics were today and they were ok..but i sort of got mental block during bio... D:
physics last minute caught a question wrong.. phewss...i knew it was wrong at first cause it was ridiculous but still had no idea how to do...luckily changed answer before exam ended.. but still think it may be wrong?? ok.. i saw ruth (muai buddie) and ian (foo) at the first floor, he was talking to his friends. well, he's a smartie so after talking to ruth i went to ask him what answer he got for a physics question. I got the same answer as him as was like-- u sure (i have no confidence in myself not him)??

and you guess what he said??

"of course cos it MY answer"

LOL..

XD XD XD XD XD

he was kidding..
although its sort of the truth.. i bet he's 100 times better than me in physics. =,= im a noob

slacking comfortably at home..exams finally over :D

next..im gonna do a survey i found at TM's bloggie..credits here :D

2008-04-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

Rmb I promised that i will post a continuous entry to the chinese class activity ? here's it ;D

Simin and sam were like FIGHTING, though not really that serious. Just some girly thing. They are darlings.. Wont bear to hurt derh.. XD XD XD jkjkjkjk

in the end, AS EXPECTED, simin lost. Sam plays the tennis so i think she's must stronger.

Next was Sean and Jonathan. No offence but they were like talking to ants.

Byorn and Mingwei were hilarious! Right after Sean and Jon, I sensed something SWOOOSH past me and was like... ' maybe it was just a wind?? forget it..'

Then the next moment I heard Mingwei's voice. LOLLL...realised that it was byorn who swoooshed past me. They r exxagerating.. only a oral and they are like.. LOLLLL XD XD

Then it was me and Fele. We DIDNT fight. Guai horhs?? XD XD
When Fele was about to sit, Mingwei went to snatch the chair. What the..could have let to accident!!

Later then, Daohan was sitting at the 'student's' direction and laughing like.. a.. ___________. It was so funny. Sean went to sit beside him later and both started pushing up their specs while smiling like _________. LOLLL!!!!

2008-04-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. Im so glad that Im using my new com now. Yaysss!!! Finally I've gotten my new notebook. The old one was a total noob. It sucked to the core. Was so slow sia. The words 'No on computer' was also written on it cause I was using for many hours straight. And as you guess, my dad was pisssssssed!!! Anyway, gotten my new Fujitsu notebook and it rocks. Less laggin stuff :D

btw, im certainly not being arrogant about my new notebook. So save the effort if you r planning to post a comment like ' Stop being a stuck up, many ppl out there have brand new coms'. I am just being HAPPY, VERY HAPPY that I had gotten my new notebook.

'fight' during chinese lesson

2008-04-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

Last friday during chinese class. We were given a new friday weekly and were paired up by Li laoshi to practise oral on the given topics. I was paired with Felecia. For the last half and hour of the lesson, we were supposed to come up one pair by one pair and one will be the teacher and the other the student. As expected, all began fighting to be the teacher. These were the remarkable ones:

Lowell and glenn. They rushed for the table and when lowell grabbed the chair, he was like 我做考官！with that amusing expression. LOL!!

meizhen and weiqi. I didnt remember them fighting but anyway, meizhen became the student and weiqi the teacher. When weiqi asked a question, the amosphere was kinda serious. Then after she asked, Meizhen like 哭笑不得 and said," No no no, not this one." She pointed at weiqi's paper and said," Choose another one.." >< XD XD XD

There are much more and I will upload soon. Btw, th contents are only for entertainment and absolutely no malicious intent.

2008-04-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

sorry guys..guess i haven't been posting for quite a while.
I am so happy today! My mum told me a piece of good news :)
My dad got his driving license.. ><

YAY :D:D

May not be a great deal to you. But my dad went for so many tests that I can hardly keep in count... My gawsh and he finally got his driving license.. I would have expecting him to fail it once AGAIN judging from the 'daily work' he does. I always see him reading the book on driving the day before exam.

临时抱佛脚　XD XD XD

Or maybe I just didn't happen to see him read.

Anyway, congratulate me!! please..

Daddie finally gets his license.. yay!!!!

--perhaps we can buy a car soon.. :D :D

awwww....how blessed am I to have such good parents..

XD XD

2008-03-21T04:32:00.000-07:00

Happy easter to all...!!!!

Today was so fun.. Went to the church right beside my house cause hern invited me there for servicing, or however you call that. I wore that t-shirt I bought in school and it was so, so cute, with that skeleton and heart.. emo sia.. :) The priest was talking about justice at a point of times and he said this," When a prisoner escapes, you say justice needs to be done." Yes, it true. Very and hern and I went," Mas Selamat" almost saying it together. Lol...Not trying to insult him but its like such a coincidence man.. ;)

After that I went to JEC and I got to know many church teens. They are soooo friendly and nice people. No vulgar and overly sick stuff. Nice. :D
We were going to watch movie with ellen actually but she say that she will meet us much later. Well, it was a long way so we just mixed with the others. It was so enjoyable. They are really nice people and I hoped that m08101 guys were more like that... but most are already quite okay... still, large improvements can be made ;)

While I was watching the people skate, I saw this girl which looks much like Chantal. She was wearing mini-shorts. Oh my my.. I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me but on further scrutinising.. NO NO.. it was really her sia.. Then I saw Ellen and Zhang Jia Le. (sounds like jiawei?? lol.. :D ) What coincidence.. We started to discuss what movie to watch and communicated by handphone. Well, we did that by typing a msg and passing the phone to her above the barrier.. ( isit called this way??) Lol.. that's unusual but I loved it.. :D
It was lunch time soon so after purchasing the tickets, hern and I went to eat lunch at KFC. We were chatting and chatting till I realised that i was doing most of the talking.. ohmymy... I asked him why dun he just talk more and guess what was his reply. It was sth like," If you want be a friend with a girl, you must listen to her talk..." LOL.. ;D ;D

But its true larh actually. Girls like to be listened, especially a talkative girl like me.. :D :D

I will update soon about my most enjoyable EASTER DAY.. ;D ;D ;D

2008-03-20T03:06:00.000-07:00

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?Why'd you turn away?Here's what I have to say...I was left to cry there, waiting outside thereGrinnin' with a lost stare,That's when I decided...Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scaredI was so alone...You, you need to listen!I'm startin' to trip,I'm losin' my gripAnd I'm in this thing alone...Am I just some chick you placed beside you,To take somebody's place?When you turn around can you recognize my face..?You used to love me, you used to hug meBut that wasn't the case,Everything wasn't okay..I was left to cry thereWaiting outside thereGrinnin' with a lost starethats when i decided...Why should I care?'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,I was so aloneYou,you need to listenI'm startin' to tripI'm losin' my gripAnd I'm in this thing aloneCryin' out loud I'm cryin' out loudCryin' out loud I'm cryin' out loudOpen your eyes Open up wideWhy should I care'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone Why should I care'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone Why should I care?If you don't care, then I don't care We're not going anywhereWhy should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so aloneWhy should I care?If you don't care, then I don't care We're not goin anywhere

don't tell me- avril lavigne lyrics

2008-03-20T02:58:00.000-07:00

"Don't Tell Me"

You held my hand and walked me home,
I know
Why you gave me that kiss
it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all , yeah

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ___
and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head
get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]
This guilt trip that you put me on won't,
mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]Better off that wayI'm better off alone anyway

2008-03-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

2day was a wierd day.
i was feeling wierd in the morning.
then later i felt slacky in the afternoon. although i noe i will fail my eng test miserably.

Now, here im in the pathetic com lab in my dear school.
observations- the air is filthy cos many ppl in there are breathing out watever is in their body.

Laughing like mad now cause of ttc.. a wierdo in my class. he's a born a joker. ( no offence, he makes me laugh)
im not kiddin..
this is wat he is doing...

he just freaked out like a girl and said,"syn, x"....and you know... he has that wierd voice and look.

I just said " seems like u r struggling" to aisyah, who is still doing chem hw due today at 5pm. ( im so precise). then he laffed so fakely and said " haha..u r struggling... "

he just said " i like to be an idiot".

i just said " JIAYOU" to aisyah and he said, " y u girls love to say jiayou? u know wat it means? add oil!!! now oil so expensive.. u all very stupid leh.."

he jus came to check wat am i writing and said, " Omg! im a joker! im so sad..!"

he just said " i love akon"
" oh freak"
" i love step up two"
simin said.. u see advertisment only right?

" wat larh.. u dunoe then u dun say.. dun believe right? i show u!" then he go youtube

"____ is the singer..____________is the song...it is a nice song."
"it is a stupid song"
"i mean its nice."
"y u girls always laugh? very funny meh?"

then a guy called shao xiong entered..

" hey shaoxiong is here! Do u noe that there is a girl called ____, she likes u...! she is greatly in love with u!"

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL